Solo!

So since 9 am this morning I'm once again a 'skiing widow'. - yup that's right for the next week I'm on my own while Boyfriend is in France with some friends sliding down a moutain. See I like skiing too, but I just haven't got the money at the moment to do both summer and winter vacation, and to be hornest I need vacation more during the summer than during the winter.

 

Joss Whedon:

I love his guts! Sure he's an evil mastermind who has made me cry more than any other living person on the planet, but HOLY LACE PANTIES BATMAN! I just love him! Right now I'm watching "Innocence" with the commentary track on, which is something I've done about a million times already but I just can't seem to get enough of the thoughts that went into this amazing episode/show. I'll probably pop in "Serenity" later today and watch that with the commentary track as well - yeah I'm that obsessed and a life long fan of his work! I worship at the shrine of Whedon pretty much every day in one way or another. What can I say? I love the way that man's mind work! You'd think that the whole 'if you're happy the world will turn to Hell' idea would not appeal to me, but ironicly it's my happy place.

 

Where's the bug-man when you need him!?!?

I'm starting, like so many others I'm sure, to be really really frustrated with all the bugs of this place! Toys and spiffy digs are fine and all, but I'd give it all up for an old school no, pics, links or anything fancy board that works all the time. I just hope they will be able to figure something out, because I'm not sure people are gonna stick around if the site keeps crashing all the time and there's really no reason to have forums and such if you can't write anything on them.... But then again I've never been one for logic so I might be wrong.

 

Waiting....
Right now I'm waiting for the arrival of my season 1 DVD set of BONES. Yes that's right I decided to say 'to hell with being broke' and just went ahead and ordered - got a good deal on it too 30% and everything! Now I just have to wait for it to show up in the mail. Maybe this time I won't give the postman an eyefull when he rings the door to deliver my DVDs. As you might know that's what happened the last two times I got DVDs through the mail.

 

Let me paint you a picture:
Ok so i paint as much as post a picture, but that doesn't make it any less of a beautiful picture. Since I won't be getting any smoochies this week I'll just have to make do with on screen smoochies. This one is a FORBIDDENc - so I thought I'd share it with you all.

 

So you guys got any plans for Easter?
Since I'm home alone and don't have any FORBIDDENs my ideal plan would be to get some writing done on my paper and then go back home to Viborg on Wednesday. I'm also thinking that I'm gonna try and see if I can get myself to church on sunday. It's been WAY too long and I want to finally hopefully find myself a new church to call my own like the one I had back home. Suffering for a real bad case of Protestant Guilt!

It was bound to happen wasn't it? I mean OhB pratically dared me to it didn't she? Luckily two can play this game so take a look at this....



Silly 'hair' i know - but DANG!

Now here's another great moment

That night was magical - started out partying celebrating the last day of school, getting drunk with my friends, during the night I got the news that my boys had gotten behind with one. Don't know it that was why I drank too much and had to go home, but indeed I went home and when I got to my parents driveway my brother came rushing out yelling - they scored! United Scored! I totally forgot all about being sick and rushed into the living room and when I gotten settled low and behold if Ole Gunner Solskjær didn't score that last wining goal - two goals in the 3 minutes over time!

moving on with the mancandy though...



if all docs looked and sounded like that I wouldn't be affraid of them!




And last but not least in ANYWAY (still can't pick who I prefere when it comes down to Boreanaz and Clooney)




and this last one... Gutterville worthy indeed!

I can't seem to get enough of this song - 
keep blasting over and over, so much so that 
Boyfriend told me that I should either turn it 
down or look into getting some help.
I'm also guilty as charged to getting G hooked 
to it. 

You can't help but smile when you hear it! and
the "kerching" at the end - giggles-galor for me.

here's a couple of links that will make you
see what I mean

This is the regular video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzA0nG_PurQ

And this one is a Brennan and Booth video that 
is just too perfect!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXtGf7vx1R8


Mika - "Grace Kelly"
*I wanna talk to you
Last time we talked Mr Smith 
you reduced me to tears
I promise you that won't happen again*

Do I attract you? 
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile? 
Am I too dirty? 
Am I too flirty? 
Do I like what you like? 
I could be wholesome 
I could be loathsome 
I guess Im a little bit shy 
Why dont you like me? 
Why dont you like me without making me try? 

I try to be like Grace Kelly(ohh) 
But all her looks were too sad(ohh) 
So I try a little Freddie(mmmm) 
I've gone identity mad!(hahaha) 

I could be brown 
I could be blue 
I could be violet like sky 
I could be hurtful 
I could be purple 
I could be anything you like 

Gotta be green 
Gotta be mean 
Gotta be everything more 

Why dont you like me? 
Why dont you like me? 
Why dont you walk out the door! 

*geting angry doesn't solve anything

How can I help it 
How can I help it 
How can I help what you think? 
Hello my baby Hello my baby 
Putting my life on the brink 

Why dont you like me 
Why dont you like me 
Why dont you like yourself? 

Should I bend over? 
Should I look older 
just to be put on your shelf? 

I try to be like Grace Kelly(ohh) 
But all her looks were too sad(ohh) 
So I try a little Freddie(mmmm) 
I've gone identity mad!(hahaha) 

I could be brown 
I could be blue 
I could be violet sky 
I could be hurtful 
I could be purple 
I could be anything you like 

Gotta be green 
Gotta be mean 
Gotta be everything more 
Why dont you like me? 
Why dont you like me? 
Why dont you walk out the door! 

Say what you want to satisfy yourself hey!
But you only want 
what everybody else says you should want 

I could be brown 
I could be blue 
I could be violet like sky 
I could be hurtful 
I could be purple 
I could be anything you like 

Gotta be green 
Gotta be mean 
Gotta be everything more 
Why dont you like me? 

Why dont you like me? 
Why dont you walk out the door! 

I could be brown 
I could be blue 
I could be violet like sky 
I could be hurtful 
I could be purple 
I could be anything you like 

Gotta be green 
Gotta be mean 
Gotta be everything more 
Why dont you like me? 

walk out the door!

*Humphrey, we're leaving
KERCHING*

I think this song should be the theme/national 
anthem of Gutterville - it's just perfect :)

BONES "The Boneless Bride in the River"

Temperance: What are you doing here?
Seeley: I am waving good-bye. (waves) See?
Temperance: What do you want?
Seeley: Breakfast.
Temperance: I am not hungry.
Seeley: Oh, come on, huh? (Booth puts his arm around Bones and walks with her) What are you gonna vomit when you come across one of those horrific cases?
Temperance: I don't vomit.
Seeley: Give it time Bones, okay? Give it time. Everything happens eventually.
Temperance: Everything?
Seeley: All the good stuff. And when you think it never happens, it happens. Just got to be ready for it.

- So I'm gonna take Seeley's advice, getting myself ready for all the things I think will never happen to happen.

On another note, my best friend and her boyfriend is coming over for dinner tonight and I'm soo happy about it. I haven't seen her in a month or so. I'm looking forward to some good girly fun and to talk to someone who I've known since I was 3 years old - there's nothing like 21 years of history.

I've added a new name to my list of fantasy men (aka men who makes my mind take up permanent residence in the gutter and who aren't Boyfriend)

• George Clooney

• David Boreanaz

• Val Kilmer

• Jim Morrison

• Humphrey Bogart

• Chris Cornell

• Clive Owen

• Colin Firth

• George Michael (yeah I know... such an amazing waste of one wonderful piece of man!)

• Mark Owen

• Jon Stewart

Foods I can't eat without blushing/smiling

• Ice cream
• peanutbutter
• chocolate
• put sugar in my coffee
• pie - yeah I guess G and I brought that on ourselves.

Had a bad dream hun?
I know I did... Well it wasn't the 'getting chased by a monster' or anything like that, but that doesn't mean it wasn't scary! I dreamt that Angel up and said; "Nah, I don't care the least about that Buffy person... I'd much rather just stick with wolfgirl here - Spike you should just go to her in Rome." And then i woke up, thank goodness! - Yeah to the normal observer it's not that big a deal, but it's had me in a funk all day :o I didn't like that dream... I have other far more pleasant dreams from time to time which I prefere to this one!

Things I would write on a T-shirt

• "Poetic Pasta!"
• "Baby on Board" (a girl can dream)
• "Historian"
• "Jesus is NOT a zombie!"
• "Fish of the day"
• "Forever, that's the whole point"
• "Fars Pige" / "Daddy's Girl"

There's a couple of things that really bug me
Like when the two names of persons in a relationship gets turned into one word like Bangel, or Bennifer - it just ticks me off! Another thing is when people keep miss spelling the name of the character's they claim to LUV wrong... i swear if i see Seeley spelled Seely or Angelus spelled Angelos one more time I'm gonna.... well I can't really think of anything right now, but it won't be pretty!

So I thought I would share with you how the party turned out.

It wasn't all bad. Luckily there was a couple of the girls there who I knew up front and they were also not there to drink themselves silly so I was actually ready to talk to people through out the evening and the good thing was that even though one of the girls were also a law student she actually was able to talk about other than law stuff.

So what you ask about the 'why are you not drinking question?' I talked to Boyfriend about it before we left for the party and even though he wasn't thrilled about it, he understood that I didn't want to lie about it anymore and agreed with me that if asked I should tell people that the reason I'm not drinking is because of my PCO condition and the fact that my body can't seem to be able handle the sugar. 

And sure thing the question was raised at some time durning the night and just like when I'd been to the history department party telling the truth meant no more questions or people pushing me to drink anyway.

One of the girls i was talking to, Tina - yeah there's two of us and she's the girlfriend of Boyfriend's best friend - is a med student and told me about how she is also suffering through her inlaws constant pressuring about grandchildren and understood the pain of constantly having people ask about it when in fact you have difficulites giving them what they want.

The clothing crisis also worked it self out - I went with the outfit I had planned. I really need to just trust my gut about stuff like that and not worry about what other people might think. Sure I might from time to time go with the slightly wacky outfit, but then again if we all dress the same way we might as well go all the way and just wear uniforms and where's the fun in that?

On a more tv related note.... Tonight is Grey's Anatomy, Brothers & Sisters and House night here in Denmark and eventhough I hate to admitt it I've gotten totally sucked into Brothers & Sisters. To think that I once made a promise to myself that I wouldn't let myself get invested in anymore tvshows. Jeez how deep in denial can one girl be!?!?

I have a feeling i might add another show to my obsession soon. By chance I watched a clip about "Drive" on fox.com and low and behold if it isn't a show created about the amazing Tim Minear. Add to that the fact that Nathan Fillion is in aswell as Amy Acker and you've got yourself a show that this jossverse obsessed chick can't let pass her by!  

Gonna go random this time around...

Bones is back and I'm a happy camper because of it :) I had a nice MSN viewing with Medusa, a.k.a. G my partner in crime, which is always good fun. Girlfriend just gets me, sometimes it's scary but in a good way. Just like ever since Sully first showed up I ended up feeling really really sorry for Booth by the end of the episode. This really is a ****c case of 'you only know what you want once you can't have it' but I hate to see it happen to a great guy like that. Only it does make for some really good and interesting TV.

Hugs: After my first viewing of "The Bodies in the Book" i just had to hug my telly. Yeah haven't grown out of that habit yet it seems. Of course I only do it when Boyfriend isn't around. It's bad enough that he thinks I'm totally insane for talking to the tv all the time, but I don't want to add to that by actually letting him find out that I from time to time hug my tv.
Damn you Boreanaz and Clooney for working that 'the kicked my puppy' look so well that I have to hug my tv and risk people think I've lost the last piece of sanity that I was hanging on to after all.

What's in Special Agent Seeley Booth's pockets?
this week we got an addition to the list i started
- little blue ball
- dice
-gambling chip
-purple ball-tip pen
-zippo-lighter
-Columbus coin
- Temperance's earring
- Jasper!!
- half eaten candybar with caramel center

So why don't you drink? You are not pregnant are you?
I'm going to a party tonight.... Yeah I'm mixed feelings girl about it. I'm affraid of being a fish out of water at this party seing as how it will probably mainly law school people there and there will be drinking which i've completly given up. I don't really feel like explaining why all night, or well coming up with the 'alternative explaintion' seing as how Boyfriend doesn't want his study buddies to know about our baby issues yet. The last time I was at a party with my own friends at the history department I just came clean when there was someone who asked why I wasn't drinking and I felt really good afterwards and the questions stopped then and there.

Clothing crisis: Another issue I have about the party tonight is that I have a slight crisis of fabric - as in I don't really know what I'm gonna wear. Once again it's a clash of two cultures thing going on. Like I told G: More Lilah less Angela and sadly my wardrobe is mostly made up of Angela-esque items. So far I think I'm gonna go with jeans, blazer and a cute top, probably the purple one i got from my friend, and then just some kick ass earrings. Afterall they all know I'm not one of those "evil law school people" anyway so they won't expect me to dress the part.

IVF
It seems the world is trying to tell me something, and for once it's good news! Yesterday morning I was woken up by the news on my clock radio. The news item they were discussing was the new policy at the main danish fertility clinic which in short means that in the future women under the age of 37 will only get one egg inseminated at a time. This is because they think that basicly the human body isn't made for having multiple children at one time. The reason i took this to heart is because Boyfriend and I had talked about maybe waiting to go forward because we got spooked by the possibility of becoming parents to twins while still at University. Now we are back on track and just waiting to see if maybe the meds will take and my body will snap out of this funk! Cause the way things are right now we don't even have ANY eggs!

Diamonds or pearls?
I'm partial to the latter, but that doesn't mean that I don't LOVE my diamond ring! Boyfriend gave it to me last summer when i got my BA. He was given it by him mum who in turn was given it when she gave birth to Boyfriend 25 years ago. I love things which has a history like that. But back to pearls - I wear somekind of them pretty much every day be it earrings, neckless or bracelets. I'm such a girl sometimes!

ok I think that's it for now....
Poetic pasta!
- i dare you to try and understand that ;)

Once upon a time there was a little girl - she was 14 years old, taller than most anyone her age, geeky, shy and from time to time felt very lonely even when she was in a crowd.... Gosh looking back I really don't miss those years of teen angst!

One day I sat down in front of the tv and watched the first episode of a tv show about vampires and I was hooked. Being a hormonal teenage girl the impossible lovestory of the Slayer and cursed Vampire had particulary appealed to me but the writing and humore of it was not lost on me either. Sadly the tv-network pulled a funny on me: after airing the first season it went away for a year.

In the meantime I went on with me life. Things around me started to change, some of it to the better and some it not so much better as just painful and scary. Thankfully just as things were about to get too painfull and utterly unbareble the show returned to my tv first as a daytime rerun of the first season and then as a weekly hiding place every sunday afternoon. How's that for Sunday service!?

I've always maintained that timing of season 2 hitting the Danish airwaves has kept me out of some serious therapy. To make a long story a little less long it was a whole big thing about my Grandfather dying, Mum spiraling into depression due to the death of her father combined with her getting assulted at work and me thinking that I was the one to keep things from falling together at home. All things combined with the everyday angst of being an insecure teenanger meant that I was in dire need of some escape to a world where things were even scarier to get some kind of distance and perspective to my own pain.

When I think back on all the hours I've spent watching Buffy or Angel I have to say that it was more than just watching a tv show. Over the year I've made some really good and close friendsbecause of it. By friends i mean both the characters who were/are some brilliantly written that they feel more like actual close and personal friends to me than fictional characters in a world made for tv but I'm also talking about actual real world friends all around the world. I know for sure that I would never have suddenly found myself sitting on the beach in Brazil if it wasn't for the Jossverse.

So now 10 years down the road I'm still as obsessed with the Verse as ever. The recent suckiness and pains of my life has spiraled me back into the viewing paterns of my teen years. I guess my safe place is the Hellmouth and the Home Office of W&H...

Thank you Joss for giving me not only a place to hide, ways to cope, great friends fictional and real and also continuing to add to my english skills.

Now lets get on with the Slayerbration - got the dvds all ready to go along with the ice cream and kleenex!

Tina  0-2 Life who tends to drop-kick-you-when you're down

Got some more sucky news today, and even if the news weren't about me, they still affects me and my dreams for the future. The test results we had been waiting for came in today and they weren't good. Not completly hopeless, but combined with my results it's starting to look pretty grim.

I just wish Boyfriend would show his hurt in a more outward manner that way I wouldn't feel as alone in my pain.

So I'm off to hide in bed with my season 2 dvds of BtVS, so hand over the tub of chocolate-fugde-brownie Ben & Jerry's and pass the box of kleenex.

I think that's pretty much what Boyfriend thinks whenever I'm with my brother!

Now in order to fully understand why he thinks that I should probably mention that him and his own brother are complete opposites - night and day on each of their own side of the planet - only thing they share is parents and a last name.

Now me and my brother - 2½ years apart in age. He's the baby of the two of us and growning up we had our fair share of fights especially when we hit those terrible teens and by fight i do mean actually physical fights with hair pulling, scratching and all! But even through those terrible teen years we always had each other's backs.

Now why would that make Boyfriend feel like he'd need a flashier tie to cope with that? Well lemme just put it this way, when my brother and I get together we have a tendency to:
1. become 6 and 8 years old again
2. pick on Boyfriend
3. go on and on cracking really really bad jokes only we get
and 4 We get sorter loud and laugh ALOT

I'll give you an example...

This summer the 3 of us were out shopping for Boyfriend's 25th birtday party. You'd think that was something pretty safe and sorter boring? You have so much to learn grasshopper!

Let me just say that by the time we had finally found all the things we had to buy Bro and I had already had a couple of shopping cart races all around the supermarket. Poor Boyfriend, he looked like someone who needed to go 'his quiet place'. Now the thing is my parents are the sort of people who knows ALOT of people around our home town so when me and my brother go anywhere we are pretty much garanteed to run into someone who know us one way or another.

Think I'm gonna buy Boyfriend some new ties and maybe some new socks as well...