May 22nd 2007 has been an amazing day!

Today was the day I had my interview about the internship at the museum back home in Viborg and low and behold 

I GOT IT!!!

I'm soo silly giddy happy it, that I'm almost starting to get worried about when the other shoe will drop.

While I was back home in Viborg I also managed to pop in and spend some time with my surrogat grandparents, which was really great, seing as how I haven't been able to do so in a long time. This nice old couple lived in the same appartment building as my family when i was growing up and even though they have about a million grandchildren and greatgrandchildren of their own they have still made me and my brother part of their family and I love them for it seing as how my own grandparents are all dead except for my one grandmother who sadly has suffered multiple strokes so sadly the amazing grandmother i had growing up only shines through on rare moments. 

Another reason why today is special that I send back the forms with all of our infomation to the fertility clinic so now we will just have to wait and see when the letter will get here telling us that they want to actually see us.

Yes today has been a good day! 

My voice is gone - Whenever I try to speak it comes out as a whisper. However it's something I'm willing to suffer through and that's because the recent loss of voice is due to hours of singing and screaming and crying along to the Godfather of pop:

George Michael!

Some of you may remember that I also went and saw him live in concert on 11/11 2006 and originally we hadn't planned to go see this concert here in town, because let's face it we're broke students and concert tickets are quite exspensive, but when it came down to the day before tickets going on sale and a friend of ours asked if we would want to buy two of the tickets he would be able to get through the fanclub... well we jumped at it. Also it came at the same time as we first got "The Bad News" and we really needed something to cheer us up.

So we came to the stadium early, the gates wouldn't get opened till 5 pm, but we were there at 3.30pm to make sure that we would be able to get up front. Luckily I'm a rather patient person, when it comes to waiting in line, and the moode was light and festive I mean we were all waiting for something good so of course that made things more bearable.  When the gates were finally opened we rushed to the 'inner cirkle' right infront of the stage to get our bracelets so that we could get in and out of the cirkle and still be sure so stand in front of the stage during the concert. That hour and a half wait was SO worth it, we were able to get a spot 10 meters from the stage.

It really was a great night. Even the warm up acts were good! First came a danish rock band called Grand Avenue, the leadsinger is just TOO handsome and his voice - holy lace panties Batman! 

If you want to check them out here's a link to one of their videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c67IdYBgz8s&mode=related&search=

In the past I've also told you about how one of my theme songs this last year or so I've been singing along to the song called "I Wish I Was a Punk Rocker With Flowers in My Hair" so of course I was thrilled when Sandi Thom turned out to be the second warm up act, sadly I didn't know alot of her other songs and by then I was really starting to itch to see George Michael himself. I killed the last half an hour of waiting buying a T-shirt:

what you can't tell from this picture is that the white parts are not really white but glittery!  

9.30pm the stadium lights were turned off and the music started playing and I started screaming. Yeah that's right, I'm one of those! 10 meters really are quite close and Oh Boy! Like I told G in the text message i wrote her right after the concert George Micheal really is SEX ON LEGS! Not only does he look amazing at 43 but I bet that every single member of the audience felt like he at one point was singing directly to you - I know I sure did and then at other points it was as if we were taking part of one massive orgie for 35.001 people -yup that's right i said it! 

Just like last time he had me going from massive high dancing and singing my heart out from pure joy and then the next moment I was standing also still just swaying to the music in the arms of Boyfriend singing along to the songs with tears streaming down my cheeks. Especially "Jesus To A Child" once again just broke my heart - like always he sang it for Anselmo. Even now listening to the song on the radio (yeah what are the odds of that song coming on at the moment I'm writing this) I've got tears in my eyes and goosebumbs all over my body. Another emotional moment was once again 'Praying for Time' - I'm so easy to please.

After "Jesus To a Child" he sang "Amazing". This one he said: "Is for the man I love" and I have to say it's one of my favourite love songs at the moment. Hence the title of this blog which is a quote of part of the lyrics i think every couple in the audience took his advice and snogged their partner during this song, I sure did!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shBBY1V66YA 

The last two songs of the night was "Careless Whisper" - which we pretty much sang for him which meant that by the end of the song we had him on his hands and knees and then last but not least we finally got "Freedom" - like he said at the moment that is the most important word of any language. In the past this song has just been another great pop song, but after the first concert this song has become part spiritual part political statement.

So once again THANK YOU George for rocking my world and making me forget the world around me and issues we are going through. 

My voice is almost gone... good thing that doesn't matter online.

So today is May 16th a special day for all BONES fans because it's season 2 finale tonight and hopefully that will be all sorts of good - I'm almost affraid to get my hopes up.

Another reason why today is special is that it's

David Boreanaz's birthday

- that's right the honourable Mayor Boreanaz of Gutterville is today's birthday boy. That's right R, still can't decided between the two!

After a decade my love/obsession is as strong as ever! I've always maintained that his voice is enough to make me melt and that even if I'd been blind I would have been hooked on him. It was love at first sight though a decade ago though when I first saw him in the pilot of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. 240 years old NEVER looked that good before, not even heavy vamp makeup could hide that hotness, room temp my behind! Ten years later I'm happy to see that he's still on my TV on a regular basis, though I think Boyfriend would have loved it if mr Boreanaz had left my life when BtVS and ANGEL ended, but no such luck Sweetie :)

I'm happy to say that over the years he's proved that he is more than a pretty face. The first time I knew that for sure was in the BtVS episode called 'Angel' - oh boy did that pull at my heartstrings and even before he became Seeley Booth with the funky ties and socks and down right funny lines he had already been able to make me laugh for years with his understated comedy as Angel. Add to that, that the guy who Joss Whedon called 'about as nice a guy you will ever meet' is able to play the badest evil bad-@$$ I've ever seen on tv just makes me adore him even more!

But don't take my word for it... look at these yummy pieces of man-candy! You know the drill, click on the tags and take a look, I've done it like this to save room

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Those of you who have watched him in the Jossverse will know what that picture means and check out the eyeliner, there's not many men who can make that look that THAT hot! [/spoiler]

Now it's really real!
Boyfriend stepped up to the plate big time! He was cool as a cucumber, asked all the right questions and he really came through when my Doc needed to draw blood for some more labtests and I needed a hand to hold. I really don't like needles. Now we have been refered to the fertility clinic and hopefully the waiting list isn't too long to start the preparation for IVF or to be more precise ICSI. 

Despite being told that we have a snowball's chance in Hell to conceive on our own because we are both equally challenged in this department this has actually been a good day and I'm feeling more positive about the future than I have in a long time. I think what did it was my doc being positive and hopefull and most of all him taking our wishes serious. 

May 11th - the 'birthday' of asaneismRnuTs! 

Today is the one year  anniversary of me signing up here at tvDOTcom so of course that calls for celebrations - and look Mayor Boreanaz of Gutterville has even made sure that there will be cake!

I love birthdays so of course I want to celebrate the birth of my alter-ego! 

The countdown has begun!

In ONE week I'll be going even more nuts than normal because friday the 18th of May I will be going to the George Michael concert that I've been talking about oh only about a million times since I got the tickets a couple of months ago. I'm giddy like a school girl about it, and I have the feeling that the next week or so I will drive my surroundings crazy by constantly singing George Michael songs. Poor them, because I don't sing well as much as I do sing alot and loud - well atleast if everything goes according to plan I won't have any voice left for the following days so I guess people will just have to take comfort in that. Note to self this time around remember to bring lighter! 

I am feeling much better today. Still prone to tears, but so what else is new? One thing is for sure you guys, Bride, OhB, Noah, Dee and G sure made my day and all your kind words mean more to me than you can even start to understand. I had another heart to heart with Boyfriend about how I was feeling and that made me feel better and I was able to make clear to him where I stand and why I feel like that without going into "The Ugly Cry". I think our last talk had made him think more about it too and he told me that if I want to move forward he's behind me 100 % and with me. Sure he might be scared to death by it, but hey guess what so am I, but this is the good kind of scared. Normally my fight and flight reflex leans heavyly towards flight, but in this case I'm ready to fight. So tomorrow we'll be going to my doctor's appointment together.

now onto something less deep and serious

Went to my second to last klass of the semester today and BOY was I bored! I swear my professor is out to bore us all to death, and before you all go: "well no one is THAT evil!" I'll have to say YES he is that evil! I mean this is the same guy who made us all sit through a 3 hour lecture about History on the internet while the biggest social event of the year took place in and around the campus pond last week. Like I said - evil! The only good thing about today's klass was the fact that I was able to get a nice chat and giggle with some friends in the break and the latte wasn't half bad either. See it's all about finding some tiny detail and focus on that.

But other than being really bored in klass today has been a good day. For one for the first time since the "Judas on a Pole" I feel satisfied after watching the latest episode of Bones. I still can't pinpoint what makes "The Glowing Bones in the Old Stone House" more special than the the 8 episodes in between those two episodes. But this episode just feels right to me, the Bones mojo is back somehow - "it" is back Baby!

Today I've also been embraceing my girly-ness. It started the other day when I decided that since my nails are shot at the moment I should just take advantage of it and paint them bright red so I did that. On top of that I also let my hair do that 'crazy-I've-just-rolled-out-of-bed-after-having-done-things-I-would-never-tell-my-Mum-about'- thing it can do when treated just right. I have a friend who calls my hair 'shampoo-commercial hair' but that's just because she doesn't know/understand how much work goes into making it look like that. Most of the time I try to make it behave and go for the 'good girl' look or just simply tie it back in a bun. Add to that a pair of hoop earrings and even some make up and it might not spell overly girly to most, but to me, it's a pretty big thing for a normal Thursday. The best part was my shoes though. I have an obsession with flipflops and at the moment my favourite pair are these:

Sure it might have been raining today and one would have thought that I would have wanted to wear shoes and socks when it's only 10°C outside, Seeley that's 50°F, but I love to go bare foot.

Another thing that made me smile today was looking down at my left hand and seing this:

I guess I was smiling just because I think my rings are so pretty and I did tell you that I'm feeling very girly today! Also I took a moment today to look in my photo album from when I was in Brasil and eventhough it made we wish I was there right now I also got a warm and tingly sensation inside from just looking at those pictures - this is one of them, and by total cowinkydink I'm also wearing that shirt today.

Gosh I miss that place and I also miss being THAT tanned! I might be slightly PO'ed wtih my late maternal grandmother passing on the genes that are causing me all those baby-problems, but I'm also greatfull for her giving me the German/Polish genes that might be to thank for my, for a Dane, quite dark looks which also means that unlike most Danes I don't burn, but just get really tanned. My Brother is the same way, though with his blond hair he looks even more tanned. Have you ever crossed the Equator?

There's another picture I want to share with you and it's the lastest photo of our little new princess , her parents and Brother - is it any wonder our royal family is popular?

Now before I leave lets move on to something else that's made me smile today, well smile and day dream LOL... It's nothing new, but oh boy!

Previously on asaneismRnuTs' blog:

First of all - Glad to see you enjoyed my Clooney goodness, Heaven knows I had fun going through my GC-picture-folder. Like I said a birthday is a great excuse to flode my blog with pictures of the fine piece of mancandy. Odds are it will happen again and even better odds that I'll find an even weaker excuse for it.

Boys don't cry, but I sure do

Where do you learn to cry in the gracefull pretty way you see on TV or film? Because I could sure use some pointers! I hate feeling like this but I guess I should really let myself to follow my own advice and allow myself to be weak. Still i wish I could be weak AND pretty all at the same time. Oh well I guess it's true what they say, you can't have your cake and eat it too.

So why was I crying this time around? Well Boyfriend and I had a talk over dinner last night. Oh please girls don't get out the pitchforks and torches yet, it wasn't like that! We simply started talking about how we will proceed after the doctors appointment friday morning. For a while it sounded as if he would be fine with putting a pause to all this baby-stuff. That freaked me big time. I thought we were on the same page and were both all in with this so of course him saying that the choice was up to me brought on the tears. I hate that I cry so easily and that I tend to read too much into even small-ish things. 

I guess now that I've had close to 24 hours to think about what he said I do see where he's coming from. It will be me who will have to go through most changes at first so it does make sense that I'm the one who will decided whether or not we will move forward if we are offered to start the preparation for IVF and that he wouldn't mind if I decided that we should wait till after we'd finished University or are older or have our own place and a paycheck. I think it was the 'OMG if we move forward then this is real REAL' that was talking though. That's what he said too and I'm also very happy that he understood where I was coming from when I said that I don't want to wait. I mean there will always be something we could use as an excuse for not being ready. Mother's Day is coming up here again this sunday the 13th. That brought on another river of tears. Last year when I was ordering flowers for my Mum I remember thinking that maybe next year I would be the one getting flowers.  No such luck I guess and now I'm almost afraid to wish for anything like that. I mean I know they all say to keep positive and that things will work out, but sometimes I just want to be an evil bratty teenager in the sense that I want instant gratification. I know VERY mature of me. 

EDIT:  This just in - My boys MANCHESTER UNITED have now won the Premiereship! For the first time since 2003 the big cup is back home where it belong! 

I'm head over heals and for once I'm even glad that Arsenal got a point, because that meant that Chelsea didn't win and there by my boys are 7 points in the lead and with only two more rounds to go my boys are champions! 

Glory Man United! - And the Reds go marching on!

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Now R, before you get all excited about me having picked one over the other I must admit to something - I'm still riding that fence, and the reason for this blog is the fact that today is his birthday and it was the perfect excuse to flood this place with all sorts of yummyness.

So who am I talking about? Well none other than

George Clooney

Today that wonderful piece of man turns 46 and I think that calls for some celebrations.

Who would have thought that the man who was once the worlds best paid unknown actor has now been voted People's Sexiest Man Alive not once but TWICE and has been awarded with pretty much every other award out there worth having when you are in film and tv.

My infatuation with this man started when I first saw him on ER, I was only 12 or so but I was a goner and there was no going back! Now 12 years later I'm still as smitten with him as ever and he is the one actor which even Boyfriend will admit to being pretty great.

Sure like in any amazing career there has been some cringeworthy moments - Batman anyone? Though I'd have to say that mr Clooney in my hornest, all be it very bias, opinion is NOT to blame for that film being that poor!

To this day, and I know it's not 'good taste' to admit this, one of my favorite Clooney-films is still "One Fine Day". It's just so cute and funny, the perfect lighthearted romantic comedy. That the beauty of George Clooney - he can do the lighthearted fun stuff like the Ocean's Saga, and by the way I'm REALLY looking forward to 13, or he does action dramas like Out of Sight or "The Peacemaker". He can even do slap-stick as we saw in "Intolerable Cruelty" and "O Brother Where Art Thou?" and then he turns around and does amazing think-pieces like Solaris, and I'm in no way claiming that I'm able to figure that one out 100 %, or "Syriana" which surprise surprise is one of my favourite films. Last but not least he's more than just a pretty face with a wacky sense of humore, with two GREAT films under his belt already he's proven himself as a good director/storyteller too and "Confessions of Dangerous Mind" and "Good Night and Good Luck". Yeah I pretty much like everything he's ever done and I can't wait to see what comes next?

Now lets get on with some eyecandy!

I've never had so much fun watching the Oscars as I did in 2006

I was so critical when I first heard that he was going to direct his first film, I guess I was afraid that it would tank, but BOY was I wrong!

I used to have this poster on my wall, all be it in color.

George and Julia sitting in a tree... Since seing Pretty Woman for the first time as a little girl Julia Roberts has been my favourite actress so of course the thought of her working with George was a dream come true and add to the fact that they did SUCH a great job just made it even better!

damn we're in a tight spot!

Of course he would be the one to grace the very first cover of Men's Vogue!

Just wanted to show you guys something... Being the major NERD I am I think it's pretty nifty and fun. Those of you in the know will understand why this is so funny and you all have one guess who added that Bones reference.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linguini

It's actually not the first time I've contributed to an encyclopedia, but the first time was a bit more 'official' seing as it was one of those real ones printed in a book and everything where I found a mistake and then wrote the editor about it. When next edition hits the street I'm SO checking if they've made the changes. Before you all go nuts over how insanely smart I must be to make contribution to encyclopedias, i might as well confess that the mistake I found was in the entry about George Clooney.

On an entirely different note tonight is yet another nailbiting night of Football. AC Milan vs. Manchester United in the last Champions League semi-finale... It's going to be INTENSE that's for sure!

Speaking of things that are red and makes me happy... look at what I was finally able to find a couple of weeks ago

That's one New Year resolution taken care of.

I've seen these questions go around the BFU and I though that I'd play too, at the very least it's an excuse to take a break from writing my paper.

Which episode got you hooked on Bones? Well the fact that David Boreanaz is in it made it a MUST see from the beginning, but after watching "Soldier on the Grave" I became emotionally invested BIG time.

Top Favorite Episodes: The pilot, Skull in the Desert, Soldier on the Grave, Woman in Limbo, Truth in the Lye, Judas on a Pole - and that's just what I thought of right off the top of my head, I bet if I sat down and really thought it over the list would be WAY longer!

Which guest character do you enjoy most? (Recurring or one time guest star): Gordon Gordon Wyatt! The man is an evil mastermind - B/B doesn't stand a chance with him plotting with Angela!

Wong Foo's or Royal Diner? Royal Diner - don't get me wrong I liked Sid's too, but the Diner is just SO Booth... plus it's where the cherry pie lives ;)

Favorite Quote? Booth: "Well you know it's like pornography, you'll know it when you see it..." and Cam: "What do you want?" Angela: "George Clooney naked on a white sand beach but I can give you faces."

Character you first fell in love with: Starts with a "B" and ends in a "ooth" but in all honesty Angela is right there too, because she just made me laugh so hard in the very first scene of the pilot!

Character you think you're most like: I'd hope Angela, though there might be a splash of Booth in the mix as well.

Character other people tell you you're most like: I don't think I've ever had any body tell me that I was like any of the characters...

Character you never expected to like, but you do: Cam... I really didn't think she would grow on me, but I've got a great deal of respect for her.

Character you want to have a one night stand with: wouldn't settle for a one night stand, but special agent Seeley Booth!

Character you want to marry: Like I said wouldn't settle for a one night stand!

Pairing you LOVE: B/B - no doubt about it! Also don't give me that, "Well they are not a couple-couple" because obviously if you feel like that we are NOT watching the same tvshow!

Pairing you don't love: Sully/Brennan that was just SO beige!

If you couldn't pick the usually pairings (HA, BB) who would you put together? Russ and Rebecca because that would just shake things up soooo bad!

Best thing about the fandom? The BFU, BBC and GV - yeah you have to be in the know to get that! Also once again the love of DB has meant that I'm making friends all over the world and that's always a good in my book!

Worst thing: The evil teens who don't think before they post.

Favorite Bones fanfiction: I don't kiss and tell ;)

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In other news....

I'm back at study hall working me behind out of my fave jeans! It's a good thing that this time around that I've picked a subject for a paper which is AMAZINGLY interesting and I'm learning so much even in the more theoretic parts of the paper! Oh man NERD big time, but so far I'm having a good time, which is something I haven't been able to say for quite some time with regards to University, because this is actually the first time I've been able to take a klass based solely on the fact that I knew the teacher would rock my socks and that I would be able to write a paper on pretty much the one thing which interest me the most - so YAY. Also another reason why I'm feeling good at the moment is because I had a conversation with said teacher about being the adviser on my dissertation, which was something I'd hoped for but I hadn't expected for her to offer it on her own! Also I've also been all but offered an internship at the museum back home in Viborg. So now I'm waiting to hear back from them for more info. So keep your fingers crossed for me - because I really want this internship. Not even the fact that it's Monday today can bring me down!

14 going on 24 or maybe even getting thrown all the way back to 1967:

Last night I had a total "OMG I'm 14 years old again" moment, which was REALLY scary - something even my brother who kept texting me all night agreed on. The reason for it was the fact that one of the Danish networks was airing a Take That special and of course I couldn't pass that up!

Those of you not in the know, this is what I'm talking about

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVj7gu55i3E&mode=related&search=

I must say that music wise the weekend has been all sorts of good though in very different ways! Saturday night I totally blew off Boyfriend and his friends who came over to watch a movie at our place to go sit in the bedroom and watch a 40th anniversary special about The Doors on tv. Yeah not much of a perfect hostess about that move, but in all fairness I had told Boyfriend about it months in advance, though I guess I should have known that that would mean that he totally didn't remember when it finally came around. The only sad thing about The Doors special was that they didn't play my favourite song so I guess I'll just have to make up for that by sharing it with all of you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nyuN58fMYrY

Counting the days

My next doctor's appointment is 11 days away. I'm a strange mix of calm and nervous. I tell myself that I can feel the medicine working but at the same time I don't want to get my hopes up and risk getting disappointed once again. I'm not sure I can handle more bad news. Boyfriend has agreed to go with me this time around seing as how he's also an important part in the project and last time my doctor asked about him. Emotionally I've been doing kinda good lately. I think I've finally come to peace with the fact that this is how it is, and that what I have to do is keep fighting and then it will all work out somehow - though having said that I still can't go into toystores or walk though the children's wear departments of stores without feeling a pang in my heart, but I guess that's just how it is.