OK So just a quick update - I'm doing the waiting game.

Yeah I guess I could vague that up a little couldn't I? Well ok here goes then. The baby-project has reached new heights. On wednesday we went to the clinic where they were able to harvest 13 eggs. Beforehand I'd been told that it really sounded much more scary that it would actually be, and for once that was the true-truth. I guess it also helped that I was hopped up on various drugs and I also think I've kicked my fear of needles because through out the whole last part of hormones I didn't pass out despite the fact that I had to take a shot myself every night.

So yesterday we got a phone call from the clinic tell us that there were 4 eggs that had matured and were ready for use and that we were to show up at 11.20am to get one of our little eggs back. Ofcourse all we need is one at a time but the 3 others have been stored for if this first try doesn't take or if we decide that we want more than one child.

So now I'm waiting. I'm trying not to get too attached to the egg we had re-implanted because well it's SO not a sure deal. And yet at the same time I already feel very attached to it. It's like trying to walk on the egde of a knife. We won't know anything till March 17th where we get the results of the blood test that I'll have done on the 14th so like I said, we're doing the waiting game.

I want to thank y'all though. You have all been amazing through out all of this, and no matter how this turns out I'll always remember how y'all have helped me get through the darker spots and haven't just been there for all the good times.

I would like to ask for one more favour though on top of it all: if you have any good ju-ju lying around that you're not using can I have it?

Big guy-hugs & cherry pie for y'all!

T.

I can take a hint!

No really I can! Yes I have been the worst tvDOTcom friend in the past few months, but it's due to a combination of things. One that McInternship tried to kill me. Oh don't get me wrong I had a blast but getting up at 5.15am every morning is not really something that leaves you with a whole lot of energy by the end of the day. Hence me being not very active online outside of the chats i've had with a few of you via MSN. *looks around* You know who you are :)

In other news...

Man suddenly i wish I could get Jon Stewart to host my blog! Wouldn't that be great? No? I'm alone with that crush I take it? Ok so back to what I was going to tell you.

Y'all have read about my various ups and downs the previous year and about how the whole baby-project all of the sudden became much more of a scary 'we need the help of a full on top notch clinic and about a million docs and nurses if we want get there' and less of 'come on sweetheart lets go get nekkid and make a baby' kind of thing. And it still is - only now it's not just a theoretical sort of deal it's a 'will start first course of hormones on friday' kind of deal. It's a rollercoaster ride that's for sure!

So if you bump into me over the next few months and I'm a mess of some kind that's the reason - wacked out hormones and the funny thing is that I've full on brought it on myself so I can't even really complain.

Because my Mum's rule still stands!

Glædelig Jul!

I wish all of you love and joy - not only for this holiday season, but as a general rule.

Yes that doesn't make a lot of sense to any really but me but hey the lyrics are pretty and the song when it showed up on my MP3 which was set on random the other day while I was on the train it made me cry.

"Keepsake" - State Radio 

One gonna heal my body another gonna heal my pain
One gonna settle me down then bring me back up again

I'm gonna put my family back together again

One gonna hold my woman another gonna hold my job
One gonna help me get up, another gonna help me stop

One gonna help me talk right, one gonna lay me down to sleep

(Humming)

One gonna hold my thoughts and another gonna hold my bones
One gonna keep me warm and another gonna keep me cold

One gonna bring religon, right from a Coleman stove
One gonna help me keep em' another gonna help me tame

One gonna run me down (Hell a bullets in my way)

You're gonna keep my soul it was yours to have long ago

(humming)

I'm gonna buckle my belt around the ceiling pipe
I'm gonna buckle my knees and I'm gonna lock em' up tight

I'm gonna hold a pen while you drag my arm across the page

One gonna hold my memories another gonna close the door 
One gonna leave me restless another wanting more 

You're gonna keep my soul it was yours to have long ago

(Humming)

G & R am I wrong to say this should be the theme song for THAT fic-verse? (Sahweetie let me know if you want to listen to it, and I'll send it to you :) )

I can't take any credit for these two icons but I can say that I'm behind it 100%!

Sure I will have to go without my Daily Show-fix, but I understand where the writers are coming from and I will stick around and wait for this to get fixed!

DTM 2007 ended yesterday...

Merc got what they had coming - you know as in:NOT wining! Matthias did however win and the more i think about it - the more happy I get with the fact that he's the champion!

As for our darlin' Tom? The biggest and really most important win of the season is him still being alive and kicking some Hockenbutt!

So now all there's left to be said is THANK YOU for making thisan interesting to say the least season for me to become swept up into the insanity and obsession that is DTM and also THANK YOU G for reminding me why I used to love watching races with my Dad!

Now Tom get some rest and we will see you again at 100% in 2/3 of a baby!

Yes I am still here.. not alot but I'm still here from time to time.

Today despite feeling like cr@p on toast so far is looking to be a good day! Got a date with two of My Boys... (bf and GC) and because I was so super qucik eating my lunch I had time to pop down to the best record/dvd store in all of Viborg and buy Ocean's 13 on DVD which has also just been relased today here in good Ol' DK :) Oh I can't wait to have the time to sit down and watch all 3 of them back to back 11, 12 and 13!

The plan for tonight is getting back to Århus (spend the night in Viborg last night because I only went home from the Museum at 9pm and didn't fancy the hour and 10 min trainride back home to Århus) meeting bf for some kind of quick dinner - me feeling like this today I'm thinking somekind of greasy fastfood is what's needed, and then go to the sneakpremiere of 'Michael Clayton' at 7pm.

As for the museum? Well they are all telling me how happy they are with the work I'm doing. One of the women I've worked the most with was getting worried that I was feeling like they were taking advantage of me, but I'm just loving every second of it and having the time of my life. Thinking back just now I realise that some of my best periodes in life have actually all revolved around this place! inseptember or october ofthe 9th grade i spend a week here as part of this thing we had to do for school where we could try out the job we wanted when we 'grew up'. That was alot of fun and made me even more sure that this was what I wanted. The later that school year - must have been from February to April or so there was a huge excavation right in front of the museum where they were digging out the medieval cemetary that was placed where we know have one of the main squares of Viborg. Because I knew/know one of the archeologists he asked me if I wanted to come down and help them dig every day after school. Of course I jumped at that so from February and untill they finished the dig I spend every afternoon on my hands and kness in the dirt digging up sceleton after sceleton! (now you understand why that part of BONES doesn't freak me out ;) ) And now I'm back. Feeling more happy than ever about my choice of profession and getting told over and over that I've got a talent for it!

Last wednesday I had 57 children visiting me at the museum (they came in 3 groups thank goodness though!) and I must say it's some of the most fun I've had in a long time. Telling them all about the history of the town - or well the highlights anyway - and actually being able to keep them interested! Even the teachers told me that I did good and the next day during a staff meeting I found out that one of the archeologists had heard me give my tours and he told me he thought I'd done amazingly well! That he was truly impressed that I could do that, despite not really having much in the way of practice in it. I've never been more proud in my entire life! Really I haven't!

Ok before I go I need to tell you all about one of the wee!boys I had in one of the 3 groups of visitors. You see part of my grandtour was showing them all a real life sceleton that bare proof that one of the legends told about my town might have a smidge of truth in it. Won't bore you with the details but it's the bones of a young man, about 20years of age and it dates back to the early 1600's and he was shot in the hip. Before I was even able to start telling my (tall?) tale about how this young man died the little boy tugs on my sleeve and says: "I have to tell you something... I already know everything about human bones." You see I love kids and even more so I love the brainy little kids who are not ashamed of their vast and sometime slightly geeky knowledge so ofcourse I'm all "really? why is that" I mean at the point I'm expecting to have him say something about how one of his parents is a doctor or maybe that he's been to one of the sceince museums or maybe even have read some books on the subject but no, instead of saying something like that he looks up at me and says:"Well that's because I watch this tv-show called BONES" He says it as if it's the most natural explaination in the world and that really I should have seen that one coming. After that I couldn't stop grinning. That little guy made an already good day so much better and he was right... I should have seen that explaination coming! It is the most natural thing in the world, but I just didn't think I'd meet another BONES fan right then and there.

Ok that's all she wrote for now!

So I guess it's about time that I write another blog...

Hi guys! Sorry about the long time no see - It seems like I've had a writers block not only when it comes to fics but also when it comes to blogging as of late. Part of the reason is that when i get home from work at 6pm i'm knackered and don't really feel up for blogging much, but another huge part is my frustration with tvDOTcom and the MANY bugs we have here. Like how it won't let me post pics which is half the fun of blogging if you ask me. So I've started a LiveJournal - Drop me a PM if you want the addy - and I'm hoping that I'll get the hang of it soon.

Where'd you find her? The museum!

I can't believe how fast time is flying by! I've already been at the museum for a month and a half. on the 4th of september I had my tour of the place. That is it was the first time I had a groupe of people coming there to have me show them around. I was a little nervouse before hand, ok the last couple of hours before I was VERY nervouse, but once they were there and I started talking I was at ease. It felt so right and natural for me to be doing it and afterwards the teacher who had booked the visit told me I'd been great! When I left the museum that day I was almost high from joy. I felt like I was floating and my cheeks were burning with excitement. Because of how i normally get performance anxiety when I have to talk in public I've been very worried that I wouldn't be able to do something like that, but now that I've done it and it went so well I really truly feel like I've picked the right profession!

It's all about the timing... or lack of timing it seems

So on the 27th of august we had our first appointment at the clinic. Because of the horrible news we'd gotten on his birthday we'd both been in a funk for the month leading up to the appointment, but it turned out that there was a fluke, someone being in too much of a hurry to get the letter out or something and therefor writing the wrong thing in the letter, because in reality things aren't as grim as we were let to believe. So now on the 24th of september we are going there again to take part in the initale info-meeting about the ICSI treatment (really advanced IVF) and then after that meeting we're supposed to call the clinic on the first day of my periode... This is were the lack of timing comes in. My body being the little bitca that it is from time to time decided that this month was the month it would be 100% on time! Meaning instead of being a week or more late as I've been for the last couple of months I've started my periode today - which in turn means that we'll have to wait atleast one more cycle to start treatment for real.

It's about that time of year again people!

Finally! Is it me or have the summerbreak been longer than normal? I'm talking TV here of couse. Think maybe it's because it's the summer itself hasn't been very summer-y or maybe because there were so many cliffhangers at the end of the previous season of the tv shows I'm following almost religiously but I can't seem to remember the last time I was looking forward to the season premieres THIS much! Thank goodness The Daily Show returned to my tv-screen this week, maybe I can start sleeping better now ;) and I'm really hoping that my season 2 DVDs of BONES will show up within the next week to tide me over untill the 3rd season starts on the 25th. I'm probably also going to check out "New Amsterdam" - I mean how can I stay away when it's Nicolaj Coster Waldau who's got the leadrole? Too bad they've pushed the premiere date all the way to january, but I guess that's FOX for ya. The rest of the shows I'm waiting for is CSI, ER, Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice and last but not least: SUPERNATURAL. It's gonna be GREAT to get my boys back... ALL of them - the ones who live inside my tv that is (Yeah R I know i should narrow it down, but I don't want to ;) )

Eye-candy

lets see if I'm allowed to do this - also I'd like to thank R for giving me the first two of these - they made my day when she send them to me and the 3rd one... well I've had a certain song stuck in my head for 2 weeks now and everynow and then that song will create pretty images inside my head... yeah that's in now way distracting when you're trying to do some research or other work at the museum.

I swear if this works then I'm gonna totally agree with A when she says my blog is male and straight because i've been trying to post some pics of some really beautiful men for over a week now and no luck.

BTW yes i think I have a new Ship to sail... Somehow Sammy and Sarah just makes sense to me! *runs and hides as Supernatural fangirls start gathering to hunt her down*

David