Nineteen!!!

I had a tiring day at the hospital so I'm too tired to take a pic of my cake in the kitchen :P Anyway, I am now officially 19! My last year as a teenager :( Today was pretty simple, I told no one that it was my birthday but I was surprised to receive a couple of greetings at midnight and early in the morning. I was hoping my duty groupmates would remember but unfortunately, they didn't :P I said nothing until lunch time and that's when they started greeting me and shouting a bit. Nothing special aside from a 9 hour stay in the hospital being all sweaty and tired. I got home to a nice little celebration prepared by my family. My sister made a card for me and my mom and dad got me a cake with a greeting on it. It was very touching :) I didn't ask or expect much because I'm busy with hospital work for two days then I got exams on Wednesday so it doesn't leave me much time to do something. All is well though, I appreciated all the effort and greetings of everyone :D

Steam + Team Fortress 2

Incase you guys didn't know, I've had Steam for quite a while and my name is InsanityEx. Feel free to add me. I just thought I'd let you know cause I play Team Fortress 2 every now and then and since it's free, I'm guessing most PC gamers have it. My internet is crap though but I'd love to have a friendly game with you guys :) I also have Left 4 Dead 2.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 in THREE DEE!

CAUTION: Might contain spoilers

And it was epic! Though it might be because I absolutely love Harry Potter :P It didn't have the epic battles I was hoping for though it still had a great battle scene. I feel there weren't enough "wow" factors and it did skip quite a few stuff but all in all, I really appreciated what the director has done and I feel it did the book justice. 3D was amazing and I felt like I could jump into the screen and be a part of their world. I especially loved the pensieve part but I won't say too much to avoid spoiling the movie for those who haven't seen it yet :) All in all, if you've read the books, it's amazing. If you haven't though, I'm not sure if you'll follow.

New earphones: Sennheiser MX360

Pretty awesome earphones :) Love the sound and got used to the feel. Probably not as good as Shure or Beats or Skullcandy but the sound quality is great in my opinion and they aren't expensive either. I got them for Php 720 (Roughly $16)

That ends my blog for today. Got nothing else to add and I don't want to put up a wall of text for you guys :P Take care everyone and see you around.

Not much happened this week guys so I'll just cram everything under one headline :P Drop a comment if you can/want!

Cha-ching and what not

- Got my "birthday present" deposited early into my bank account and I now have about Php 20,000! More than enough to buy a 3DS but I'm kinda having second thoughts about it. It costs roughly Php13,000 for a 3DS with Ocarina which leaves me with Php7,000 and I feel like it's a shame to spend about 65% of my cash after just receiving it. Also I have to maintain atleast Php5,000 in my bank account to avoid penalties and Php7,000 is a little too close for comfort. Hmm not sure now :P

- I need new earphones! :( My Sennheiser earphones just broke and it's pissing me off and making me sad. I'm pissed cause they cost me Php1,200 and now they're broken. Another thing is that it still works but sometimes the right earphone would suddenly stop or the sound would fade away and it's driving me nuts when I'm chilling with my iPod. I plan to get another pair of Sennheisers because I was really happy with my old ones. Unless you guys know any good and affordable earphones?

- I need a 16GB SD card. That would probably cost me Php,1500 and I need 16GB because I have about 8 GB worth of songs on my PC and if ever I do get a 3DS, I plan on using that as my music player. What do you guys think? 3DS good enough to replace my iPod?

- Harry Potter is showing! But I got exams next week :( Curses! I'd love to watch but I've got make up c|ass on Saturday and I'd like to stay home and do some reading on Sunday.

- I can't believe I just got my birthday money and I'm already having money problems and trying to prioritize which stuff I want first :( Yeah that just made me sound materialistic and selfish, I know. It's just....gah....I've been saving and waiting so long for a 3DS and now that I need earphones, it kinda ruins things.

- What do you guys think? Aqua Blue or Cosmo Black? I'm leaning more towards Aqua Blue.

Anyway that's all I got to share. Thanks for reading! Take care everyone! :D

Glug glug glug thanks to bowling!

Haven't gone drinking in ages but starting last Thursday, I seem to have ended up with atleast a bottle of something alcoholic in my hands. Don't worry guys, I don't go crazy drinking :P It was pretty fun. It loosened us up after a stressful week at school; well, mostly just the last 2 days. Anyway our team won in bowling so the losing team paid for our drinks, pretty awesome.

Half-Chinese man studying Chinese

Many of you don't know that the first language I ever learned was Cantonese Chinese. However, I forgot how to speak it ever since I moved to England and here in the Philippines :( So after struggling with English in a Filipino land and then learning a bit of Filipino, I think it's best I move on back to my roots and learn Chinese again. It may not be Cantonese but atleast it's Chinese :P Why'd I suddenly start taking Chinese lessons? It's because Fujian Normal University in China formed a partnership with our university so any alumni and students get free 80 hours of Chinese lessons. Basically they use our facilities and we get their teachers but I'm sure there's more to it than that. First day was fun, our teacher has a hard time speaking English but she's not that bad; we're able to get what she's trying to say. I also managed to get 4 of my friends to join so it's all cool. Friends from high school I might add so that gives us a reason to hang out :)

3DS testing

After Chinese lessons, we went to the mall to hang out, have dinner and help my friend get his 3DS. I got to mess around with it and I must say it is really amazing. The sound quality and internet browser isn't as good as I hoped it would be but they are passable. Playing DS games on the 3DS also seems weird but, again, it's passable. I can't wait till I get mine and when all the good games come out :D Speaking of which, my savings are Php4,000 now!

Sleepover without sleep

It always happens right? Anyway we went back to my friends place and had a ton of fun playing Face Raiders on the 3DS and Rock Band 3 and Call of Duty Black Ops on the PS3. We also watched Red Riding Hood on DVD but I got too tired and decided just to sleep while another friend played Assassin's Creed II almost all night. It was really fun and I'm glad I got to be with them again :)

The end guys! Until next time! The song of the blog for today is "Mo Li Hua" and the artist is unknown. It's some Chinese folk song our teacher taught us and it's actually not that bad :P Kinda catchy and has a nice tune. Anyway, ciao everyone.

Strike!......fail

Went bowling yesterday after hospital duty with 2 of my groupmates. It was just duckpin bowling, nothing special but we had fun. I started the game with really good scores then just lost the whole game in the end. I really got to work on having consistency throughout the game :P Now I owe two of them a drink, oh well.

Autobots, assemble!

And stop being crap! Sorry guys I just really didn't get the last movie at all. It was way too messy with me and I felt that the movie was trying to be everything at once. I already expected the story to be garbage but for 2 hours and 30 minutes, I didn't even get satisfied with the action. Love story thrown in here, comedy there, 5 second robot battle down here, skip to Sam and his chick again, gah way too messy for my taste.

The other little things that's happened

- Greeted evil girl I used to like a happy birthday, I guess everyone should have a good birthday.

- I think I can afford a 3DS by the end of July! :D Woot!

- Excited for Harry Potter 7 part 2!

- Downloading Team Fortress 2 as I type this. 2GB out of 8GB is done.

- About to finish Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations. I forgot how awesome the last case was.

Blog change: Yay or nay?

Nothing big, I was just wondering if I should stick with making blogs twice a week or if I should make them everyday. Blogs twice a week would mean longer blogs while making one everyday would mean shorter ones. What do you guys think?

Anyway that's it for this blog, thanks for reading guys. I'm off to study Health Economics for our test later on. See ya round the forums! Oh and by the way, this blog was sponsored by "Price Tag" by Jessie J. Song is stuck in my head, forgive me! :P

School + drugs = fail

Not the kind of drugs you're thinking of, don't worry. So at the moment I'm trying to start my drug study for college but I'm really lazy to do it. Managed to finish 3/4 of one drug then I just closed my books :P You can't blame me can you? I got to get up at 5:30 AM to get ready for school at 7:00 AM then I haven't had any solid food all day thanks to my braces and I don't get out until 5 PM. That's 10 hours of school right there! Urgh so tiring but I suppose it beats my schedule in 2nd year. Hopefully I'll be able to muster the strength to finish some more tonight haha.

As for the fail part, I just failed my first quiz in my major NCM subject! God that was a tough one. 22/40 and that gives me a 70. Passing is 75 and I need to get 65% of the test to pass. My first test was 86 though so it should pull that one up but I guess I can't afford to fail anymore. The test awhile ago didn't seem too bad but you know the feeling when something is so easy that you feel like you did it wrong? It didn't help that I was one of the first ones to finish and my classmates took 20 minutes more. Hmm....good luck to me I suppose.

Braces - Dawn of the 1st week

Top ones, sort of good. Bottom ones? Freaking painful when you touch them. No food for me for another week or 2 *sigh*. On the plus side, the orthodontist raised my bite so now, for some reason, the top wire isn't poking and irritating my gums. Sweet! Downside? She raised my bite! Now I can't chew anything even if I wanted to. Woe is me :(

Random tidbits

- I wanna watch Transformers, Captain America, Smurfs (For Neil Patrick Harris and Jayma Mays :P), Cars 2, Harry Potter, Insiduous and Horrible Bosses :D

- Savings = Php2,000. Need Php3,800 more for How I Met Your Mother and tons more for 3DS.

- Apparently I'm "dry" when it comes to being with others. I learned a lot from my ex and I do believe I changed for the better and yet I'm still dry?! Nooooooooooo!:cry:

- Song of the day is "What's My Age Again?" by Blink-182. Nothing special really, just been hooked to it :P

And that's it. Not really a long blog so you guys won't get the wall of text lazy syndrome hahaha. Anyway, take care and see you round Gamespot!

I'm studying PROM!

That's premature rupture of membranes for you people :P Also known as preterm rupture of membranes. So yeah, back to the grind again. I just finished my case report on this pregnancy-related condition and it wasn't too bad. Just gotta study up on it later so I can give a good report tomorrow. Speaking of that, I've also got to sleep early since I''ve got to get up by 4:30 AM for hospital duty at 6:00 AM. Urgh, what a drag. Incase you're wondering, we're stationed at the delivery room for our first rotation. Sure hope I get some more cases since I've only handled one case and I need 3 actual and 3 cord care cases by the time I graduate. What a drag :(

Rupture in your mouth?

Not exactly but urgh, braces are a pain! I can manage noodles alright but the wires are poking at my gums and making it really irritated. Sometimes I would randomly feel a sharp pain in the side of my mouth and it's very annoying to put up with. To think, this is only the upper arch. By Wednesday, I'll be back at the dentist for my lower arch braces. Oh the joy :(

As far as games go

I've installed this game called Crossfire which is an online FPS. Not too big on it since I just started but it's alright. I'd rather have TF2 or a CoD game but I'm playing it with friends so it's alright.

I also just bought Apollo Justice and Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney for the Nintendo DS and now my Ace Attorney collection is complete! I'm surprised I even managed to find the games at good prices. They are so rare and I consider myself really lucky to score these 5 awesome games.

Still gotta beat Resident Evil 5 on the PC, as well as Assassin's Creed Brotherhood and Burnout Paradise. The former is kinda boring to me while the latter 2 are great. Also need to work on Mass Effect.

I forgot to mention 2 blogs ago that I bought a limited edition steelcase Bioshock for the PC. Pretty awesome :D Since my friend lost my other one :(

Why did I buy a PSP?! Kingdom Hearts is great and Riviera is amazing but I can't seem to find any more games that are great. I'm a newb at Tactics Ogre and stuck on an early mission and well....maybe I should continue Assassin's Creed Bloodlines and FF Crisis Core.

Downloading the Maroon 5 Pack 2 and Linkin Park Pack on Rock Band 3 as I type this.

Php1,500 / Php 5,850 saved up for How I Met Your Mother seasons 1 - 5 on DVD. How is this gaming related? well it means that my savings for a 3DS are still Php 0 :( Why don't I just save up for the 3DS instead? I already asked a friend to buy it for me and have it shipped to my place. Gonna take a month and I can't cancel it now, I owe him. Good news is the 3DS here has dropped from Php 13,000 to Php 12,400 to only Php 11,000! Must super save and hope that I get a nice "present" from family on my birthday :P

As for as Facebook and flash based games go. Pokemon Dream World is certainly interesting and Plumet 2 for the win! :lol:

As far as life goes

Same old same old. Really wish I'd get into the whole love scene again. Weather is still cool and rainy which is great on weekends but terrible on weekdays. Nothing new to report really.

And that's it for another blog from me. Nothing really new but this time a bit more gaming related. Take care you lot and see ya round the forums!

Rain rain rain go away, you got rid of duty day!

So yesterday I had to wake up at 4:30 in the morning to get ready for my hospital duty at 6 am. I managed to get ready by 5:45 and arrive just on time. Not so surprisingly, my CI (Clinical Instructor, and a pretty one at that :P) was 20 minutes late and all we did was get to know each other for about 30 minutes. Afterwards, at around 6:30, students from other groups scream and shout and well, c|asses and duty were suspended for that day! Pretty awesome! However I wasted time and energy getting up like a zombie, gah! Cmon guys, atleast decide sooner :evil: Oh and incase you guys didn't get it, a few typhoons hit us and it was raining heavily the night before and in the mornings and afternoons. If Pokemon we're real, I'd blame water Pokemon everywhere :P

Love that's wild flew away huh? You hit it and quit it didn't you?! Bad Bryan! *slap*

Ouch! Woah chill out men and women of GS! Geez it ain't like that :P Anyway, this is for you kuruppath, pokefan_10, and MistressMinako! You guys may want to grab some snacks now, this might be a little long:

Before getting to the full story, I just want to say that I met this girl through a friend about a year ago. Kinda liked her then but it was just a simple crush, she looked like she had a BF (turns out it was just an interested guy but she turned him down), and I was kinda trying to get with someone else. So I never really thought of trying to be with her then.

So anyway it started while I was away in Malaysia (beginning of March) for the summer. I noticed that this girl I liked kept messaging me and posting stuff on my Facebook. It was a little sudden because she never did it before so I took the opportunity and got to know her and get a bit closer. She gave me her number online, told me she liked me and I told her the same. Kicked it off pretty well and I told her I'll get in touch once I get back in the Philippines. So far so good in my opinion.

But when she told me she liked me, I told her I was happy since I liked her too. I asked if she was and she said "Not really since I love you and you only like me". Now that I think about it, that was weird.

So I get back to the Philippines and started chatting/texting her up. Again, so far so good. Aside from the fact that I told her I wanted to take things slow and she apparently wanted to speed things up and pressure me by saying "You know, some guy just told me that he liked me and wanted to be with me. I'm still thinking about his offer". Total WTF moment right there but anyway, summer c|asses were nearing and I suggested a few times that we should get together sometime. We managed to go out once and it was "alright" at best, definitely could have been better. As the days went by and days became weeks, I noticed that she's been turning down my offers a lot and/or giving me really indecisive answers. Sometimes I actually have to treat her like a doctor and "book an appointment" for lunch 2 days in advance and the most I'll get from her would be "I'm really not sure if I can make it, I'll try to". Same goes when I ask her if she wants to hang out after school. I got a bit annoyed at that because when it comes to other guys, she would go without hesitation. One guy randomly asked her if she'd like to hang at a mall after school and eat dinner and she got herself ready immediately and went off. I ask her 2 days in advance and I get nothing, I ask her on the spot and it's a "hell no".

That caused a little issue between us but before that, something bigger came between us. She told me how she wanted me to stop my advances on her because she feels that "everyone's watching us and no one likes us". I told her that's ridiculous and she shouldn't feel that way but it took a hell lot to convince her otherwise and even then, she wasn't fully convinced. It's true that my friends didn't really agree with my girl of choice but I didn't mind because they have their opinions and reasons and I have mine. It shouldn't be something to cry about and worry.

Another problem that happened between us was her treatment to other guys. Like I said, I'm the one she likes and apparently I'm the one that has to go through hell just to get a lunch date. Well after the whole paranoia incident, she told me that she allowed another man to make advances on her. Apparently she let the other guy into her life because she could see no problem in being with that guy. Why she HAD to let him get her? I will never know. So that pissed me off and devastated me, she wanted me to stop because she was paranoid and then she lets some other guy get her. I should have stopped then and there and told her to "**** off". Sadly, the story's not over.

We had a fight and I told her I'm going to back off since there's another man involved and she chose him over me. This "apparently" made things worse since she started crying and told me "that means you never want to fight for me!" followed by something horrible: "I tell other guys who are trying to get me that I have a boyfriend and give them a hard time just to see if they are willing to fight for me! You, on the other hand, aren't even doing much!". That really pissed me off so after exchanging mean words, we decided to stop and leave each other. Before that, I told her that if she wants to say "goodbye", we should do it in person. She refused.

After a week, she told me she wanted to say sorry and say goodbye properly and in person. I agreed, hoping that it would finally be an end to something so weird. It didn't end that way. We got back together as we were before, not as couples. She became a lot sweeter, saying she only loved me and she held my hand and didn't worry about other people. Things felt right but something was wrong, I didn't like her anymore. What made things worse was....

She was STILL letting the other guy make advances on her. Not only that but she told me that she was planning to make it official and make him her boyfriend. What I did next isn't something I'm proud of and I do not support it, I decided to "be with her" and "fight" for her by saying I'm willing to be there by her side and convince her that I'm the one for her. Basically I was flat out lying to her. I didn't care for her but I did all that and remained for her because I was hoping that my feelings would return. Not really a smart move. After a week or two of lying and pretending I cared and really liked her, I couldn't take it anymore. My feelings weren't returning, I didn't really care about this woman who seems to be playing with guys as she pleases, I didn't like "fighting" for her even though she wouldn't fight and do something to be with me despite saying "she loved me". I told her the truth and I guess she got hurt. Then proceeded to say a lot of things but basically she said "Now I know who to choose, I must be with the other guy. It wasn't until now that I realized he is the one I love and the one I was supposed to be with.", stuff to make her look good. I also told her how I wanted equal love and she said "I want equal love but I prefer it if my man is under me. I want him to keep fighting for me despite the hard times so I know that he really loves me and won't toss me aside." Basically she wants to be in control and wants her man to be somewhat of a slave.

Recently, it's been alright. I admit I kinda miss her and I want her back. And based on what I've been getting from her, it seems she feels the same. However I must move on because, in my opinion, she is completely out of her mind. Also I'm not sure if I miss "her" or if I just miss those feelings. It's been 3 years since I've had a GF and I really miss being in a relationship but I ain't desperate. I won't put up with her just to get a girlfriend.

Last words (don't worry, it's short)

- Finished Pokemon Black, getting into DW a bit. Here's my FC if you're interested: Bryan - 3396 3645 7760

- Why am I not in school? For once, I get an afternoon c|ass I don't start till 1 pm later, woot!

- I am getting BRACES later! Noooooooooooo! :cry:

- I really got to get my homework done.

And that's all for today. Hope you guys enjoyed the huge and lame love story of mine :P Take care you lot and see ya round the forums!

Well hallo children! (Not meant to be pedo)

So how is everyone doing? It kinda feels good to be blogging. I was upset that no one bothered to read my old blogs despite the efforts I put into them but this time I'm going to be blogging for myself. I would use tumblr but I feel like I'd just get random trolls on my page and have friends giggling their butts off on them so whatever. No one knows about Gamespot so this will be my little private blog for me to read in the future. Unless linking Gamespot to Facebook will start sharing it. One reason that I got back into blogging is because I read my blogs and smiled at everything that happened to me before. Simple high school life, chilling on Gamespot, getting my first GF, screwing up with every other girl after her (and her), etc. Those were the good old days. And I decided to share all those with my Gamespot buddies! *claim hug here* and now I will continue to share them with you! If no one reads them, fine by me. If you guys do, that will be the very sweet maple syrup on my pancakes. Anyway, onto the blog!

OMG Bryan! What have you been up to the last 2 years?!

Why thank you for asking! Only the following:

- Bought a PSP

- Spent 3DS money on a DSi XL in 2010

- Bought a keyboard for Rock Band and a bunch of DLC

- Entered the wonderful world of university and met a bunch of new people

- Failing at love

- Upgraded PC sometime in 2010, got an Xbox 360 controller and started PC gaming then

- Surprisingly passing Nursing

- Not so surprisingly having to deal with parents being typical Asians (wanting me to be a doctor) which is a "little" surprising seeing as my stepdad is British and my mom is Filipino and well, Filipinos aren't known for being such hardcore MD freaks.

- My biological father died, RIP. Went to Malaysia to visit his ashes and my uncle.

- Slaving in hospitals twice a week. Got to inject people, be injected (which really sucks), help someone take out catheters, etc.

- Started watching Ray William Johnson on youtube.

- Post on Gamespot! Can't forget that.

But Bryan, what about recently?

You guys have great questions. Let me answer you:

- Slowly finishing Pokemon Black (not as great as other Pokemon)

- Watch X-Men First C|ass(good), Hangover part II (funny but copy pasta of the first), Green Lantern (lame), Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides (Garbage)

- 3rd year in Nursing!

- Hooked to How I Met Your Mother and ordered seasons 1 - 5 on Amazon. How you say? I know a guy who knows a guy in the States who can ship things to him who can ship it to me. He is LEGEN....wait for it....DARY! Gamespot five! *insert palm here*

- Still slaving away on Facebook.

- Managed to almost get a girl and then fail miserably. Want more info? Let me know. Maybe in the next blog.

- Started watching Your Favorite Martian on youtube.

- Trying to save up for a 3DS.

- Failed to see The Script and Maroon 5 in Manila, I am fail! Will most likely miss Incubus too. Double fail!

- Completed my Ace Attorney collection on the DS (Apollo Justice and the first PW is arriving sometime next week)

- DS is awesome and PSP is kinda boring and disappointing. Love Riviera though! And browser on the PSP is great.

- Hate to admit it but I'm getting bored of the Wii, need new games! But must save cash for 3DS!

- Interested in Vita but I'm not interested in any of the games.

Cool story bro. But this is Gamespot! We talk about games! What did you think of E3?!

I'll keep it brief cause Philippine internet sucks and I only got to see all of Nintendos so this is pretty bias.

Sony - PS Vita?! $250?! I almost don't want 3DS nao!

Microsoft - Disneyland Kinect?! What? Why? How? Gears 3?! Darn you Epic for not caring about the PC!

Nintendo - Lol concert about Zelda sounds nerdy and lame and yet.....I definitely wouldn't mind seeing it! Wii U controller?! *drool* HD and powerful?! *drool* Moar 3DS games?! *droooooool*

So that's about all I have to share right now guys. Just a recap of what I've been doing from 2009 - present. If I'm not too busy and forgetful and lazy, I plan to keep this updated probably once or twice a week. Anyway take care everyone and thanks for reading :) See ya round the forums.

PS: I'd like to thank Green Lantern for the theme of this blog. Some colors of the emotional spectrum (rainbow) hahaha :P and Back to the Future for the title.

This is the 3rd time I find myself thinking that I shouldn't bother blogging anymore. I can see no one cares about what I'm posting anymore so I don't bother. Besides, I don't have time to read any blogs either so it's unfair to always have you guys read my blogs while I don't read yours. So with this, I say thanks to those who read my blogs till the end. It's a shame I never reached 100 blogs. Thanks guys and girls that bothered reading! This is the end till I change my mind.

Made a freaking Facebook account

So pretty please add me so I won't feel like I wasted time bothering :P email is bryan_gamer789@yahoo.co.uk. See you on there I guess haha.

Mission Girl has failed

I told the girl I like that I liked her and she told me, in a nice way, that I would be wasting my time if I tried to pursue a relationship with her :( Sucks but oh well.

And that's it, peace out and see you all around the internet somewhere :P