Please don't involve me in anymore online temper tantrums.

Seriously.

:D

Zee bunnay!

the new Nine Inch Nails single...

It's teh r0xx0rz.

...that anyone tells you today.

They're all liars.

Look at them...with their beady little eyes...

April Fools is a Hellish day indeed...

...now there are none. :|

My mummy and sister came to visit over the weekend, and they came bearing homemade baked gifts. Muffins, tarts, lemon squares, loaf cake, potato salad... Throw in a big bag of chocolates (which I barely eat) and I enough food to make a difference in Ethiopia.

We went out for dinner Friday night at Kelseys, where I was manhandled by the waitress. I've been hit on before but not in front of my mother and sister... We watched Finding Neverland that night, which was a nice movie. Horribly disappointed in the audio of it but that's me nitpicking. We went shopping on Sat. morning,after we had a game of Halo 2. You haven't seen comedy until you watch your mom and sister playing Halo 2. We HAD to go to Costco. She tends to go nuts there since there isn't a Costco where she lives...so she stocks up. I finally picked up my LoTR: Return of the King special Ed. Finally the trilogy is complete! We then proceeded to the mall, where I managed to pick up a sweet pair of North Face shoes and a nifty Columbia t shirt. My sister scored a pile of clothes there too. I had to DRAG my mom out of the Royal Doulton store and ended up in Best Buy where she got a new Home Theater in a Box system for her house. I picked out a nice Yamaha system for them and I am going to be setting it up when I visit for my birthday next month. We had lunch and then they went home.

I had a pretty good weekend and it's nice to have some home made food from home for a change. Oh yeah, my mom got me a brand new wok, since I kinda wore the old one out. I'll be breaking that bad boy in tomorrow night. My dog got spoiled too, since my mom sees it necessary to give her a ton of treats when she visits.

As things move on, I'm forced to make decisions. Decisions that can make or break me in the future. I can sit and churn everything over and over and have this knot in my stomach get even bigger, or I can move on with my life and make something of it. I have always said, the best revenge is a well lived life. And that's what I plan to do. Live my life, and look good doing it. I can't change what happened, and there is a lot of baggage that needs to be dealt with.

On the down side, I seriously have lost all respect I had for women. This isn't the first time I've been screwed around and I'm sure if keep up my ways, it won't be the last. As I've said before, the thought of trusting another woman makes me physically ill. I'll date a woman, I'll hook up with one, but there isn't a chance in hell that I am comitting myself to relationship, especially an exclusive one. Harsh? Probably, but that's the way I feel right now and that's the way it's going to be. I've spent my life up 'till now being the good boyfriend. I had one slip up in my past and that's it. But from now on it's going to be a dating situation only. No commitments mean you know what's expected. They screw around on you, big deal, it wasn't exclusive. At least it's something you can count on.

Yesterday would have been teh 7th year anniversary. I got an email full of apologies from HER. It meant nothing to me as it was only there to make her feel better, not me. Any women, if you are reading this and aren't disgusted by me yet, what in the hell would make her think that at some point in time, we could be friends? Honestly, this baffles me. I don't understand how someone could be that stupid.

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Thanks to everyone for the kind comments in my last entry. Believe it or not, they helped. :D

So...Tyler and EAFO are aware of part of the situation... The EX, has already decided to move on and fark her ex who is an alcholic with a kid. Story gets worse. Turns out she cheated on me 5 times with different people during the course of our relationsip. 4 co workers (from different jobs) and a female former friend of mine. So, I feel like crap, and that I wasted 7 years of my life for nothing. I feel used, and the idea of trusting another woman makes me want to vomit. I seriously wonder how people can be like this.

I hate dating...as a matter of fact I have never done it. All my relationships just kinda happened. I don't want to go out and meet people....the bar scene isn't my thing, and I will not date anyone from work. So this little bunny is probably going to be alone for awhile. I wasn't planning on seeing anyone for some time anyways, before all this blew up. You can't recover from a seven year relationship in a couple of months.

I feel very lost...but luckily I still have my doggy, who is the best friend everyone should have. Sometimes you need a shoulder to cry on that won't talk...

:(

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I have tried to forget this stuff and play some Phantom Dust, which is turning out to be a very good game. I should have some good impressions hopefully by the end of the weekend. Depends on the mood.

I don't want to play right now as the controller may fly into a wall. I already destroyed my cordless phone tonight doing that.

Moral of the story - Bunnies have horrible tempers.

My WoW characters have met an untimely demise. The account was officially closed yesterday.

Take that WoW dorks! I made the Peon cry!!! :P

It's not all it's cracked up to be. It's a good game to be sure but it seems too chaotic for my liking. I prefer the job system and overall structure in Final Fantasy XI. It was a nice, if short, run.

Thankfully these games come with a free month.

And it happens much more frequently these days. It's become more and more apparent that all people really care about is themselves and don't give **** about anyone else at all. People on the roads think they're the only one on there...I try to walk my dog and I find myself having to be extra careful because apparently pedestrians DON'T have the right of way anymore...

People on the forums are continually pissing me off and the "random jerkwad theory" PA has devised is alive and well on these damn boards.

Seriously...

Eff you all.