It's over...he's gone. Today, he was having several seizures and just kept looking at us begging to know what was happening and how we could help him. We took him into the vet today and ended the misery; I would rather have him die in peace than to live long in agony.

I prayed that he would live longer or at least have Jesus take care of him when the day came...it came later than I thought but...still...it doesn't feel right. Life is fragile thing and we all seem to take that not very seriously, and you know what? That's good. We need to have a brighter view of life rather than dreading the day the inevitable comes. We should live our days as though their the last we'll ever have, but we can't and I don't blame you...it's hard to think of death when you're playing your favorite game or being with the ones you loved. That cat taught us a valuable lesson, that life is full of surprises and he...well, he was one of life's joys. He was a dependent cat, social and loving to all of us, he would purr when he was on top of you and he would purr loudly. To wake up my folks he would jump up to the bed and lick their noses. He even did that to me and I did love it and I loved him. I'm sad for my mom, he and her were so close together, she was always babying him and talking in a sing songy voice.

For only 11 months, he touched our hearts and we will NEVER forget him. I realize now how lucky I was and how horrible it would be if we never had the expierence of living with that kitten. He just loved humans and was always a loving cat and it is rare to have those kinds of cats as they are always independent creatures and never truely enjoy human interaction; but not this cat. I'm sad that he's gone, but happy that the pain...the fear...and the restless nights he endured are over and he can finally rest in peace. He had such a rough childhood, he got his claw snagged on my parent's bed and twisted his arm, he fell from the second story of our house, he had so many seizures it's not even funnny. But through it all, he was a loving and happy cat and we loved him for that and for just being there for us.

I'll end it here, he was a great cat and even though he lived for a year and a month he touched our hearts in meaningful and great ways and we will never forget him. I hope that you all enjoy your pet's time and happieness...you never know just when they're going to go. As for him...I'm just glad to have met the cat, may he stay in my heart forever...

Rest in Peace Little One...Your Pain is Over.

-Goyoshi12

Hello friends...well...my kitten isn't looking so good these days but he's still here with us. Alive and doing somewhat fine, my mother believes that a couple of nights ago he may have had a minor stroke which is why he has been drooling a lot lately and has had several seizures yesterday. This cat has gone through hell and still is, but he's still here. I hope he stays longer though...he'll die one day but I hope and still pray that day is not soon.

Now exscuse me while I flip on the emoticon machine right now.

*flip*

Ah...better. :) I've been meaning to comment and make more blogs but I feared you guys would ask about the kitten so I decided to start off with that intro explaining that FOR NOW he is semi fine and still is with us. Due to the seizures and minor stroke I think he may have lost some of his memory. :( You see, he doesn't like being pet near the head and when I try to pet him he kinda freaks. :? He even distrusts his faux sis who in theory has been with him since we got them and maybe even longer. :( For now he's still here and I am thankful for that, hopefully, I won't be making a blog in the very near future of his depature but who knows, eh? For now, I shall enjoy the time he is here. :)

I'd also like to thank @Asagea_888 @undergroundfrog @Frame_Dragger @SoNin360 @Rheinmetal @3116porter @johnsteed7 @Bamul @bugbag @pokecharm and @s_h_a_d_o for all the wonderful comments you guys left last time. Thank you all for those kind words...I'm sorry for the personal stuff and not gaming...but I mean. :( Oh $%#@ this I don't know WHY I felt the urge to tell you guys. I guess I thought you guys could just say a comment and everything would be back to normal. It isn't and I really need to not think that the next time I'm making a personal blog. :| So...what should I comment on? E3? :?

Well, I haven't seen much of it you know, personal matters, but what I did see of it was Microsoft ending on the lowest notes I have ever seen...well, not Halo 4. :twisted: THAT'S awesome, ending it on the whole Kinect stuff was just ridiculous. We're GAMERS we really don't care for all this acsseory $#!+ you're putting on the Kinect such as that fun lab thing; and the games? :o The Sesame Street one I coul care less, it's for kids and I mean...well, we're not kids and all so yeah. :? But, the Fable game? Deca Sports? The...um...well, I can't remember anything really which tells you how boring it was and I think it's also due to the fact that they kept on talking about the DAMN KINECT! :evil: On day one I thought this was an interesting idea, literal motion control an everything but I didn't see how it could work against consoles because of the controls. :?

We all LOVE to have a controller in our hand and control, this whole Kinect thing just feels weird and unnatural. :? This is why I stick to PC, we may get Kinect but there's NO way I am getting one. :evil: Also, here's something interesting, Microsoft...didn't it start out as a computer company? You know, COMPUTERS, the thing we're using RIGHT NOW, PC's? Where the hell were the PC exclusive games or talk about the PC? :evil: Granted I did come in late but I went down the live blog to get an understanding and I did not see anything on the PC. :( Why are we being shnubbed by the very, the VERY company that improved computer technology and PC gaming to this very day? :cry:

If only Valve was there...sadly, they ain't and so I'm left with this feeling of rejection. Did YOU guys see the PC stuff because I sure as heck didn't and I read some blogs on the stuff. Nothing! :shock: Tell me, I need to know! Don't force me to rewatch that horrible thing anymore! :cry:

mommy...:?

As for the others...again, personal matters and didn't really get to watch much of them either but what I did see was some better stuff than MS. :) So, E3 has been talked about...now I kinda want it to shut up. Is EVERYONE looking at E3 or something, I mean, did anyone get a new game? Any new relationships (I'm looking at you @Jbul)? Anything rather than how bad MS is and how great everyone else is? :(

Aw...who the heck am I kidding? You're all just brainwashed into watching E3 and I can't argue with that I mean...look at the Games being shown and the games being announced! :o I'm speechless, Halo 4, Halo: CE Remastered, Lara Croft (2012), Gears 3, Deus Ex: Human Revolution, Hitman Absoltion, Assassin's Creed Revalations, Far Cry 3, Ghost Recon Future Soldier, Batman: Arkham City, damn...SO MANY GAMES! :shock:

Well, I finished up my multiplayer fun of CoD:BO and I will admit, I liked it. It's a bit sad of how horrible the matchmaking is as there is NONE and so I am just put up against pros after pros. I did become somewhat of a pro myself. ;) Level 29 baby, WOO! :D So, overall, it's CoD multiplayer and well...it's fun, somewhat cheating and frusterating, but fun. :oops:

So yeah...I have two semi-new reviews...um...I am making a diary (still in the works), my cat is not looking so hot. Yeah. :?

I just $#@%ing love my life. :(

I do not know how to start this blog off so I will be straightforward. I have two cats, a calico but mostly gray she cat and an orange tabby male cat. Their both about a year old and are a month apart. These cats ever since my last cat, bless her soul, passed away they have kept me great compaionship through the months. Sadly, the years will not happen for both for one shall end soon...

The orange tabby cat. He's a runt, the runt of the litter. He was always a small cat and never really had the best systems inside of him and now...I see that. He's dying. He has a disease called feline infectious peritonitis or FIP for short. The disease is first made from a small disease called corona and can be converted into FIP via individual cats. It's very rare...but he's also a rare cat and has converted it. We took him to the vet today, we talked with them and we have only one option now, wait. We cannot cure this disease, we cannot stop it, we cannot halt it, we cannot slow it down, we can't do anything. Based on what I've heard he has only 24-48 hours left. I realize I am a fool for writing this blog and not spending time with him, but I don't know what else to do. He is not a very energetic cat, he is very laid back, always tired, I just don't know what to do.

It's coming....I know it is...he was the youngest of the two and I always imagined him to die after his faux sis. I never expected him to be the first...and for the day to come so soon. I tell you this because...well, I don't know why I tell you this. You aren't here to expierence it, you aren't in the midst of it, you're just looking at a screen reading the words and then posting comments of the situation. I know that's all you can do, I just wish maybe you could do more. I pray for a miracle to happen, he's only a year and a month old. A baby...he can't be taken so soon now. He just can't.

I await for that day to come, I'll still be on but my activity here will be small and the blog will come when I had said goodbye and he has been put to sleep. I never wanted this to happen, I wanted him to die years later....like 14 or 15 or anything....but I never wanted it to be 11 months. Maybe he will get better, but all signs point to nothing. I pray for a miracle, I pray for him, I pray to god to keep him safe and in his arms, caring for him as he does to the other pets of heaven. I've always seen shows like Family Guy, South Park, and whatever else and they always joke about pets not going to heaven. He will...they all will. Their just animals, they never did anything wrong, it was purely their instinct that led them to do it. He will, he will go to heaven. This I also pray.

That is all I can say, I must go...I'll await for comments about this but there is nothing that will make me feel better. Perhaps I'll stay with him until the day comes. I've never been with him for a long time, I feel like I've snubbed him and gone for his faux sis. I'll try and make that up today and tomorrow and maybe even the next. I'm sorry to write a blog about my personal life, but...I just need someone else to help me. Families are always there for one another...but to hear from people who aren't in a family is what really makes me smile.

Goodbye my friends...I'll play my games, I'll be with loved ones, I'll live my life...but my fire inside of me grows smaller and smaller each day. One day it too will extinquish...but for now, my life is not what concerns me...a small baby boy is in need of his family. I must go and be with him and them...goodbye.

-Goyoshi12

GOTTAGOBYE! :o

It scared me how many people didn't even get the references in the last entries.

Yes, my game diary has a diary of a man who is trapped on the island with pigs, cows, chickens, sheeps, and of course; the livivng dead. AKA: The Miner of Minecraft. :P It really is shocking to see how many of you could not figure it out, perhaps you never played the game I guess but still, I even had the protaginist name the creeping monster a CREEPER. :o You know...

These long, thin, creepy things...

In fact, some of you even guessed Dead Island. :? Well...I mean yes zombies but there were skeletons as well and CREEPERS. Also, there are probably no animals on the island like a pig, cow, sheep, and chickens. :( So sorry to those guys and others who thought it was Dead Island but no...it's Minecraft. :) Don't worry, if you haven't played the game then GO DO IT NOW!:evil: I have been able to play it via a demo and an event that is weird and won't discuss because even I'm uncertain of it. :? Anyways I do hope to get the game over the summer and maybe even Terraria. :D

So now 'my' Game Diary now becomes 'my' Minecraft Diary. :D Well, here is part 1, 2, and the next entries of part 3 of my Minecraft diary. :) Enjoy! :D

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

:)

PS: Grats to @Setho10 for being the first to guess it. :D Seriously guys, if the creeper and animal reference isn't enough I also included the reference of the animals jumping up and down. :| I won't put it against you but...really? :?

Well, after these diary entries it will be. :) According to my last blog; no one has yet figured out the game I am basing this on. ;) Well, that's the way I like it. :D

That's the way uh huh, uh huh I like it. That's the way uh huh, uh huh I like it! :roll:

OK, yes...that WAS pathetic. :( Also, as I told a user in the comments of the story blog that it wasn't in the game per se, it was my unique explanation as to how he got onto the place where he gets onto in the game. :P Well, that's how I think he gets there, it might not be, it's your story in some cases in the game and you can discuss amongst yourselfs how he got there. :)

In this entry if you know the game and the things in it you can probably guess what game this is easily especially in the second diary entry. :P I look forward to seeing what you guys think the game is that I am basing his on. :)

So, anyways without further A Do times two I give to you the first AND second entry of the Game Diary. Enjoy. :D

Part 1

Part 2

:)

Yes you heard me, a diary, but not just any diary; a GAME diary. :D In fact, not even my OWN diary but someone else's diary. If any of you grew up reading Mark Twain then think of my diary as his writing of The Diary of Adam and Eve, the first man and woman, it will not be my diary but I will be writing someone else's diary. :P As for the game I am basing it on, well...I'll leave you guys to figure it out, it is a game that I've played but do not own, but over the summer I wish to get it. :) I don't know if I will be able to make it as hilarious as Mark Twain's diary but I'm sure I will have fun with it. I already have it started and I can't wait till I'm done with it and I hope you guys will enjoy it. :D

Without further A Do I give to you...My Game Diary's first three entries. :) (Note the date is a year ago just because a diary is supposed to be a of a past event so I had to put it into the 2010 perspective. Still, hope you like it. ;))

Story Be Here. Enjoy. :D

Well? :oops:

So here. :|

This was a failure.

I'm making a note here:

HUGE BULL$#!+

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It's easy to understand

my aggression.

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Harold Camping

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You tell us stuff

because you want to.

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For the good god we have to ask why.

Except the ones you've killed.

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But there's no sense crying

When there's calculations to correct.

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You just keep on trying

till we listen about the resurrect.

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And the day comes of the end.

And you try to make amends.

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To the people who are

still alive.

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I'm really angry.

I'm being so serious right now.

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Even though you convinced those people

and killed them.

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You told them lies.

And so they wanted to jump.

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As they fell it hurt because

they looked up to you.

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Now my points of data

make a line of anger.

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And we're out of brains.

And we're running out of time.

So I'm glad you #@$&ed up badly.

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Think of all the things we taught to the people

who are still alive.

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One last thing:

Go ahead die you old idiot.

I think I prefer to wait till the end.

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Maybe you'll find another time

to use.

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Maybe December 21, 2012.

THAT WAS A JOKE.

Ha Ha. Fat Chance.

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Anyway this hammer is great

it's so hard and powerful.

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Look at me still writing

when there's a life to be had.

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When I look out there

it makes me glad I'm not you.

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I've got games to play and work to do.

There is so much things I have to get done.

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For the people who are

still alive.

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And believe me I am still alive.

I'm playing Portal 2 and I'm still alive.

I feel healthy and I'm still alive.

While you're in the crazy house I'll be still alive

And when you die I'll be still alive.

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Still Alive.

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still alive.

(PS: The reference of death is of the people who sucided yesterday. :o Well, it's for the possible people who killed themselves. :shock: It wouldn't shock me if they did because of how embarrased they were to listen to Harold or they just did not want to face 6:06. :cry: This is a semi serious blog due to that reference. :? So that's all I have to say, sorry if its serious but these things happen in the real world and video game world that we all really don't know about. :( Anyways, I really do hope no one killed him or herself yesterday but if they did ((which won't be much of a shocker)) then I dedicated this song to them. :) Take care GameSpotters. :D)

((PPS: Ignore these |. Their to tell that it is supposed to be broken up more than just a line there. :) See ya. 8))