I just wanted to keep track somewhere... 32 Days...

I don't know why boredom inspires me so much, it just does...Two ADJL related poems I wrote awhile, out of complete and utter boredom... Nightmare: Behind that mask, That second face you hide, I still can’t believe it’s you. Staring down my wrist, Seeing the dragon’s coil. Turning this easy life, Into a hard twist of toil. This mind spins, Yet this body immobile. The disease wins, My spirit no longer noble. Gives it all away, Wallowing alone. Heart weakening, Mind wondering. When I see you face shown, Revealed to me. To now realise, We can never be. Cast aside this weapon, callous and unkind. Turn and run. Running away, To leave this nightmare, forever behind. Cure: It’s not you, It can’t be. Cannot accept, Cannot believe. This cruel twist of fate. It’s you I can’t decide, Whether to feel, Love or hate. Paining words, Have sliced this soul. For, these cold-hearted acts, Will take their toll. As my life lies in shreds, My mind ticks slow. Waiting to crack, Wanting to know. Why? Why did it have to be you? Forever wounded, This body bruised. My heart it bleeds, Untamed, misused. Torn, maimed, abused. Looking to remedy. If I could somehow alter, My life’s own destiny. Just to have you here, Here with me. But it can’t be done, Leaving me in desperate need, For someone, to cure, Cure this tragedy.

Something I wrote (as usual, out of boredom) based on the fanfic I'm currently writing...I'm going to use it in there in the next upcoming Chapter, Chapter 21. Well, at least I hope so... They say everything that ever happens in life, Happens for a reason. Everything happens for a purpose, On that may seem blind at first. Blind, or too hard to see, Too hard to realise, why? But in the end, it all sums up, Everything makes sense. That day may come. Maybe not now, Maybe not tomorrow or the next day, But I swear, one day everything will make sense. Everything that’s ever been wrong will all make sense, You just have to believe. It may sound crazy but I know, I know this all happened for a reason. None of this happened to break or love, Not to break it but to prove it. To let us realise everything we’ve missed, Everything that’s happened against our will, against our wishes. This is not the darkness, It’s the light at the end of the tunnel. What we all want to know, What lies at the end, What do we live life for? What is the meaning? What waits at the end? The un-expected, The un-predictable and un-known, The light is close, Yet seems so far. For, It will not be the today we have upon us. But the tomorrow, The tomorrow that may never come. The tomorrow where everything will make sense, The tomorrow where everything will have happened, For a reason. The tomorrow will come, And it will last us an eternity. Wether we chose to waste it wallowing away, Or life for the moment and cerise everything we have, Take it close to us before it goes. For, It’s better to have loved and lost then to have gone on wondering what could have been, And I’m sick of wondering, I need to know…

Today I'm posting chapter 19 (I think) to my American Dragon fanfic 'The Tomorrow That May Never Come'. It's been pretty good so far, most of my reviewers seem to be enjoying it and I've (apparently) kept them on the edge of their seats with all the suspense... I can't wait to be done with it so I can start the sequel!

One should never exist to walk in another shadow, but exist to walk their own path, live their own life and exist to inspire others to aspire their existence.