My dog just died...

I've had her for most of life, about 10 years. I seriously can't handle it right now. There have been too much death in my family lately and too many people are sick.

I just came home from practice and my mom told me, and I have been basically crying ever since, and I don't cry barely at all.

I'm just so sad and depressed, I can't handle it...

later, I can't be in my living room right now...