Writing a blog on Gamespot seems so alien after a 2-3 month absence. Hell it took me a good 5 minutes just to remember my GS password. I felt it important to let the few of you guys who still remember me know that I'm not dead, not yet anyway. My predicament hasn't changed much since the last time I posted, and while I'd normally reveal all the details, instead I'd appreciate it if you guys just allowed me to keep it to myself for a little while, at least until I'm at a point where I feel open enough to talk about what got us in our current situation. I'll just give you a hint and say that I've been off the grid longer then my current sanity should allow.

I'd like to think I've changed a lot over the past few months, but the reality is that I still think about the gaming industry every now and then, just not as often. I read consistently rather then occasionally, I've familiarized myself with fiction, non-fiction and history of all kinds but even after all that I still wouldn't mind picking up a controller right about now. It proves that gaming for me is more then a hobby, it's a lifestyle just as relevant as the common book, just as rewarding. Up until now I've lent all my systems away to friends just so I wouldn't have to look at them gathering dust.

It seems like I missed E3, for me it's the equivalent of skipping out on Christmas, it just hasn't happened before. Despite my absence, you should see me blogging more often (often for me is once a week btw) thanks to the wonders of 3G technology and Rogers (Canada's premiere internet provider...blah blah). Maybe I'll leave you guys with a detailed account of what it's like to go this long without power for my next blog since the gaming content is scarce except for a little device I bought to keep myself at least a little sane (a hint, it's slim). I hope you people have been doing well even though I've noticed a general lack of the GS population around which isn't to my surprise but I hope to get familiar with you guys again. See you aroundthe blogs.