I'm already on step two on getting the job I've always wanted in my life.....IT. Yep, you've read right. IT!! ;)

I've been praying on this almost everyday and look where I am now. I went to a recruiter that's in my school, that I didn't even know about until last month, and i told her what type of job I was interested in. I told her managing computers, repairing computers, working with databases, and networks. After I told her that, she brought up an IT type of job I could do over the summer. When she told me that, seriously, I was in the happiest mood in a very long time at school. :shock:It made the rest of my day really. I feel like I'm excellent for an IT job because my computer skills are so out of this world, it's not even funny. I know my customer service will be excellent and people will absolutely love me. Two of my teachers each wrote a recommendation letter for me to let who I'm going to work for know how much I'm a big help to them. At this point, seriously, it would be crazy NOT to hire me, but I'm not going to think negatively about this. I'm going to keep on praying, and visualizing like I'm already at this IT job, and before you know it, you won't be seeing me hanging around my house on my computer all day. I feel like this job is going to make me feel more confident to do even more in life, also change my social life. Lets see what happens when July comes along! :D

its been awhile since i checked out gamespot. i've been on myspace chatting with friends from school and taking care of school business. whats been everybody up to?

and plus, my birthday is monday. i'm gonna be 16.

hey guys. as you can clearly see, i'm already on different websites like myspace, blogger, meebo and gmail. i'm not really on gamespot often anymore due to the fact that i'm not really into games at all, except grand theft auto of course, and how the mods have absolutely no life and just ban people for the hell of it. i felt like my friends and my blog were holding me back from leaving gamespot, but now that i have my blog on blogger, i don't feel held back much anymore. i have A LOT more freedom on myspace, blogger, and of course, gmail. i can actually sware on other web sites. last year, i was so addicted to this site and i couldn't get enough of gamepsot, but now i'm just tired of these dumbass mods and i wanna customize pages the way i like it, and again, games are boring as hell. i'm all about chatting, music and technology with me ;). i can give a rats ass about halo or those other games.

so basically, i'm not gonna be on gamespot for long. i'm packing my bags and moving out.

steph, daniel, james, mike, duminakan89, gamer1049, i still wanna be friends with you guys! if you guys have a myspace, blogger or email, send me an email at stevensnewest at gmail.com. i want to remain friends with all 6 of you. i would never abondon you guys! :)

here is the link to my myspace, and my blogger. plz keep in touch with me.

OMFG, AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

THE RED SOX GOT 4 POINTS IN THE FIRST INNING!!!!!!!!!!

my teacher a.k.a. my best friend that i cussed out. honestly, after a while, thinking about how i cussed her out, calling her a fu*kin bit*h and telling her to fuk off made me feel like such an as*hole because i cussed her out, i knew for a fact that if i wanted me and her to become friends again, it would take a while before she can forgive me and forget about the whole situation between me and her. right now, she wants nothing to do with me. she's not speaking to me, nothing! i'm planning to apologize to her soon, like around halloween. if she doesn't accept my apology and continues to not talk to me, either way i'll take what happened has a lesson learned. never talk down to the people who love you dearly....

oh, and another thing. earlier, me and my little sister were eating dinner, and my mom was just using her laptop. all of a sudden, we all hear this rubber kinda sound, so my mom looks into the living room to see where the sound was coming from. then she saw that one of our portable heaters was on fire! so i hauled-ass to the front door and opened it while she got her mittens and placed the heater in front of the house. then she got a glass of water to get rid of the fire. i just thank the lord after that happened, because we were gonna go to the mall before that happened and if we were gone, my older sister probably would've died because she was in the basement at the time, and all of our stuff would've been burned to a crisp, except my ipod of course. we did goto the mall afterwards and when we came back like an hour later, the heater was gone. someone stole it from the front of our house. my mom was gonna return it to walgreens to get her money back too. when we noticed that, she said that if they wanna have their house burned down, thats fine with her. the heater had water inside it and it was on fire. whoever stole it will probably get electrocuted to death.

yesterday, when i was walking to my school, i was in a happy mood, listening to my ipod, and i happen to see one of my teachers in a room. i knock on the door to say hi and she opens it. she tells me that she's busy with a document and she doesn't have any time for chat. i totally respected that, so i go into the next room and shut the door to let her do her thing. after i went in the room, i happened to see somebody i knew. i was talking to him about something that had NOTHING to do with the teacher i said hi too. then all of a sudden, the teacher comes busting through the door, yelling at me, telling me how ignorant i am, and how i have an attitude and she was going to write me up and all that crap. after that, my attitude changed quickly. i don't know how she even thought i was talking trash about her. maybe she was on her period then, i have no idea. so then afterwards, i started cussing her out because she shouldn't be assuming things i didn't even do. out loud, i called her a "f**king bi*ch". i also said to her "get the hell away from me. i don't wanna see your face.", and "i hope your a*s gets fired!". that dumba*s teacher called my mom on her cell to tell her i cussed her out, so then my mom was all pissed at me. also, many teachers heard and saw me cussing her out. they all witnessed it. so because i defended myself, i got suspended for 2 days. my mom had to pick me up from school and drop me off back to my house.

not only did this a*shole make me look bad in front of my other teachers, but she also got my mother to turn her back on me. me and this teacher were actually like best friends, up until this happened on the 5th. i'm telling you, i don't want nothing to do with her. i don't wanna talk to her, or look at her EVER! i promise you this, we will never be friends again! she's just another head in the crowd to me now. i hope her dumbass is happy...

i been thinking about changing my nickname for a while now. i've had my stevensnewest name for like the past 3-4 years now, and i feel like its getting kinda old now. i've been trying my best to create a new nickname for myself, but its not really working out for me. so i wanted to ask you guys, what do you think should be my nickname? it has to be related to either skeletons, ghosts, or my dominican'ness.

Hey guys! i wanted to check up on all of you because i haven't made a blog post in over a week.

so far, i kinda having problems in my humanities (English/History) cla.ss. like some of the assignments the teacher gives us are a little complicated for me, and another thing that i really have to work on.....i have to read books!!! yes i know, books. i never read them, i never talk about them. i've always hated reading books, they always put me to sleep after reading a page or two. i seriously have to start getting used to reading because i'm gonna be screwed if i go to college without any reading experiences. usually when i'm reading a story, i visualize it at the same time, so it can help me remember how it went. i just have to work on my reading skills. i still have enough time, because i don't graduate until 2010.

and thats about it really. this month has been boring as hell. there isn't many things going on in my life except school right now. peace homiez!

Ever since i posted the blog and talked to my dad about my non-social life problem, i've been trying my best not to be nervous and talk with regular human beings like myself. i've been putting my foot down every time fear tries to take over me when i want to talk to somebody, or ask someone a question. i make sure that fear doesn't stop me from doing what i wanna do.

like yesterday, me and my mom were taking about taking the bus and train. she told me that taking both things aren't a big deal. all i have to do is pay, hop on the bus or train, get to whatever i need to go to, get off, and that's it. simple as that. after we had the talk, i realized that taking both types of transportation are simple as hell. i have no plans of where i would want to go right now, but if i ever need to take city transportation, i will.

and at school, i feel like i can talk to another person no problem too, even with my stuttering in the way, i know i can still have a conversation with somebody. i don't want my stuttering to stop me from chatting with someone that i know. and also too, this morning, my vice principal asked me if i could write down homeroom numbers for each student that were listed on a piece of paper, photo-copy that and another paper, and pass them out to the homerooms that were listed before homerooms were over. of course, a good friend of mine was helping me, thank god. i was testing myself to see if i was good enough for a job, and i was! i finished the job like 2 minutes before my first cla.ss started. it took me like 10-15 minutes to finish the job, so that made me feel alot better.

the point of all this is that, i'm starting to become less nervous and not giving a sh*t what people think of me and my stuttering, and i'm also thinking of getting a job. as a matter of fact, my dad told me he can get me a cleaning job at where he works. so i already have that planned.

Peace Homiez!! One love.