You know, I think I'm acutally turning into Dr Gregory House. Is that a good thing? Well, I'll never be a medical genius like him - I have an horrendous memory and I would probably enjoy talking to patients, unlike House. But I can't say I don't admire the guy, hell yesterday I was practically begging god to turn me into him. After watching Season 3, Episode 15 (Half-Wit), I have come to the conclusion that Dr House is a complete and utter bast*rd. I have had many heated discussions with my trusted associate Mirador about the fact that House is basically an older, angrier clone of Dr Cox. Maybe that's why I find House so appealing as a character, because he feels like the same person. But there's one difference, and that might be why I like House more. Both men seem to thrive off of their own unhappiness. This is well documented in both shows - Dr Cox pretty much gets this thrown in his face whenever he visits his psychiastrist. As for House, it's just plain obvious. However, Dr Cox has Jordan, and throughout the last series especially, we see him begin to accept the concept of 'happiness'. He understands that in order to get on in life, you have to be willing to change, and it looks like he does. At least, he begins to. House on the other hand, doesn't. He is surrounded by people who seriously care for him, along with some who have genuine love for him, and yet he can barely stand to face that. It's like he's terrified of really living his life. Now, this could be because of the pain, or it could just be because he's a prat - some people are. This doesn't explain why I connect with him so much. Every decision he makes, I feel like I'm suffering for him, along side him.

Don't you just hate it when you realise the people you connect with most, the people you feel the strongest bonds with, are complete and utter jerks?

I really hope I get into college...