I've never been a fan of running. It has always been torture for me. I don't really know what it was about last night, but I just HAD to go run. It happened to be about 11:45 at night, but I still went. I was just confused and worn-down, and I thought that running, as fast as possible, would clear my head; and it did.

I ran as fast as I could for about 2 and a 1/2 miles and something happened to me out there in the cold winter night, everything just went away, all the things that had been bothering me; just gone. I wasn't happy and I wasn't sad; I just was. I ran my little heart out, I ran until everything was gone, feelings, thoughts, and emotions just everything at a standstill.

I came back and talked to my friends and made some posts on OT forums but there was something different about me, I was not who I was normally. It was wonderful, I felt amazing. So I went again tonight, for a shorter distance, but still the same rush and the same energy. I feel amazing and liberated.

I don't know what else to say about it, but it's so wonderful. I'm not sure I've felt this good in quite a long time.:D