Well helloooooooo there :)

I'm back for a few days until I leave for camp on sunday. I got back from Europe the other day! It was so much fun! :D I went to London, Normandy and Paris, for a total of 12 days. It was an amazing place and everyone should go see somewhere like that. Although, something I realized when I was there was that London and Paris remind me alot of New York and San Fransisco except that everything is more expensive, and people have cool accents. :)

So the night I get back I get online and start talking to all my friends again. And again I realize something, I love my friends; all of them. They mean the world to me and I had missed them so much! I got online and started talking to one of my good friends, the guy I used to really like and after talking to him I remembered how much I really miss him and miss talking to him everyday.

I'll quit my rambling but I just had to say that I am really really happy. And glad to be home for a while. I'm happy to talk for anyone wants to just ask! :)

Love,

Paper_heart1215

Well, today was it. The last day at my school. Forever. I cried and cried, and it was a very sad state of affairs. :cry:I'll be gone about 3/4's of my summer and I'm expecting that I won't get my computer for most of that time. Especially with going to Europe. I've been visiting here more often, which has been a nice change. :) People here make me happy. Much happier. :DIt was a nice escape from finals; which thank God, are over and I'm no longer mega stressed, which is very very very nice especially after being up until 2am everyday for the past two weeks studying. So it's a friday morning, and at 3 in the morning I'm surprised I'm still typing coherently. We'll have a lovely week. I'm off to Disney World with my family :) :?

I've been gone for longer than I had ever expected to be gone. I'm still not back and I don't know if I will ever really be back. Too many things have been a wreck for me in the last few months and posting here has been too difficult with the amount of time I have. I'm going to try and get on here more, and maybe try to keep up posting and talking but, with the summer approaching and then having to move to boarding school, who knows how much time I'll get.I'll be around a little more but who knows what will happen anymore.

Love,

paper_heart1215

I've been gone quite a lot recently. My life's been hectic and I just haven't had time for much of anything except trying to live. :? I just took a trip to Washington D.C. with my school and it was great. I'm on spring break now for two weeks and I'll be in Connecticut and Las Vegas for the whole two weeks basically. :D Sadly, I won't be around much in these next few weeks. :cry: So hopefully nothing too crazy goes on while I'm away from GS!

At this moment my life is a total and complete mess. I applied to boarding schools for next year and I got in to 3 of the 5 and the other two put me on a wait list. :| But I got into my top choice, so I will most likely be going out to the east coast for school next year. I'm really excited and really nervous. But before I can even think about that I have to deal with my life as of now. :? I've always been a really good student but as of late I've been slipping. Mostly because my hockey schedule has been crazy and my school has been even worse. I've been on this computer way too much and I've been procrastinating homework. And as always there's that other thing that gets in my way, quite a bit. Boys. I've liked this kid for quite a while now and I think that it's gone passed me liking him, and I think I might be in love with him. But the worst thing about it is that I'm pretty positive that he doesn't like me back and I don't know how to tell him how I feel with out him freaking out or making things awkward. :?

Oh and I would just like to note that I have eaten about 4 Tic Tac boxes in a little over an hour, and I didn't really even notice.

I think I've found out what I do when I'm stressed. :P

I GET TO SEE CHILDREN OF BODOM IN CONCERT!!!! :D

It's pretty hard to understand how excited I am for the soul reason that I have never seen a concert in my life and I've been told COB would be perfect for a first show.They're touring on GIGANTOUR with Megadeth, In Flames, High On Fire and Job For A Cowboy. It's going to be so great; In Flames is another band I've just started really liking and I'm super excited to see them in concert too. I found out Sunday night and I got my tickets today! Luckily, one of my good friend is a HUGE COB fan and a big In Flames Fan too. Him and his friend will be going with me and my mom so I get to hang out with them instead of my mom! Which is great because my mom doesn't even like metal music and we all know how embarrassing our moms can be.:P

I've never been a fan of running. It has always been torture for me. I don't really know what it was about last night, but I just HAD to go run. It happened to be about 11:45 at night, but I still went. I was just confused and worn-down, and I thought that running, as fast as possible, would clear my head; and it did.

I ran as fast as I could for about 2 and a 1/2 miles and something happened to me out there in the cold winter night, everything just went away, all the things that had been bothering me; just gone. I wasn't happy and I wasn't sad; I just was. I ran my little heart out, I ran until everything was gone, feelings, thoughts, and emotions just everything at a standstill.

I came back and talked to my friends and made some posts on OT forums but there was something different about me, I was not who I was normally. It was wonderful, I felt amazing. So I went again tonight, for a shorter distance, but still the same rush and the same energy. I feel amazing and liberated.

I don't know what else to say about it, but it's so wonderful. I'm not sure I've felt this good in quite a long time.:D

I read this book a few months ago and it was the most amazing book I have ever read. I don't know what it was about the book that almost changed my life, but I do know that I have never read a book like this before. One of my good friends recommended that I read it, and I am so happy that he told me to read it.

Although tabloids say James Frey is a liar and this really isn't his story, to me it doesn't matter. Whether it is his true life or not, he is a great story-teller and he can keep you intrigued page to page. The things that he talks about are so realistic and he doesn't sugar-coat anything to make it seem all nice and happy when in reality, nothing is really as pleasant as people make it seem.

His experiences and stories really make you think about how you would live your life if you were in his situation. He has to go through things that no one should ever have to experience and it makes me feel lucky to live the life I live. This book has changed how I look out at life and I would recommend this book to anyone who wants to read anything meaningful and insightful.

If you have read A Million Little Pieces, I recommend the follow-up sequel to it, My Friend Leonard.

I mean seriously though, I've never used a forum before. I have no clue what I'm doing. Despite that, I love to write freely and talk so I guess that I'm here to do that. First thing to say? What is going on these days around the world? People are crazy, absolute morons.:roll: