i actually logged in here for the first time in months, ehhe. ^-^'' i blame you sheryl!! :P ok that be all *cough*. >.>''

yay it's my birthday today woot woot!! i'm finally 17! :D so yeah, happy birthday to me!! lol. okie that's all. :P

ok so yeah,remember how i said i thought Alex might be coming back soon cause i had a strong feeling that she might? and then i saw her name written backwards on a bathroom wall? ok so get this, this morning i went for a bike ride to my old neighborhood (which isn't very far from where i live now :P ) and i went to this park that's there. in the center of the park there's a flower garden with benches and a large rock with graffiti drawn on it. i went over to the rock and leaned aganst it and started thinking about random things. :P when i looked down at the place i had put my hand on the rock i noticed there was the letter 'A' under my hand. i took my hand off and looked at it, guess what it said, go on guess, i bet you'll never guess what it said. ;) :lol: then i looked below the name and saw that it also said "i love you" with a rose next to it. now like i said before, coincidence, or sign from God? :? hmm i wonder! :P i guess we'll just have to wait and see!! :D oh yeah and btw.....MY BIRTHDAY PARTY'S TOMMORROW,WOOO!!! 8) it's gonna be so freakin awesome! i can't believe it's here already,lol. and then my birthday's this coming monday!! :D can't wait!! okie doo that's all for now.

yes i'm sure we all remember Miss Alex. now i haven't mentioned her in a while cause well if you don't remember a loooong while back she kinda just vanished off the chart. :? during the beggining of the summer last year i had gotten a couple letters from her and she said things were going well and that she'd be back on in a few days, but she never did come back on. but as you may also know we kinda broke up, but it never really was that official. it's not like i wanna break up with her though, it's just that i donno where the heck she is! lol xP but i do miss her alot, it's not the same without her around. :( and i'm sure clairey misses her too, she hasn't heard from her either. actually i haven't talked to clairey in a while either, cause for some reason she doesn't she up on my AIM list and i don't show up on her's, so i have to use a different SN to talk to her and that's kind of a hastle if you know what i mean. but yeah, things have changed so much in the past couple of years. but i think alex will be back at some point, i just feel strongly that God will bring her back. ^-^ ok and this could just be a coincidence but i was in the bathroom at Stop & Shop the other day and i looked at the wall and the name "Alex" was scribbled backwards on the wall. :o now if that isn't a sign then i donno what is lol. ;) but yeah, i think she'll be back eventually, and hopefully she hasn't found another BF by now cause that would suck just a little bit lol! :lol: okie doo i think that's all for now, i just wanted to post a bloggy with more detail about this situation because i never really did explain what happened and such,so yeeeah. :P

yup yup, that's right it's that time again! ^-^ june 30th is my 17th birthday, yay! i'm so excited, i feel so old now lol :P, and yes i will be having a party as usual, but it's gonna be on the 28th instead of on my birthday unless the weather's bad. so i should have some party picys up soon after the 28th for those of you who want to see them!!! :) okie doo that's all for now.

can you believe i'm actually posting something on here?! :o ehh as usual i've been busy with alot of things, and i spend most of my time on facebook and myspace now,ehhe. ^-^''' but mostly i don't come on here much because XS ended and that was the only reason why i came on here. :P but i'll still post bloggies and give everyone updates and such, and i'll be on the battle thread everyone once in a while too so,yeah,ok that's all for now. :D

if you've never saw 'more cowbell' then you suck and you better look it up on youtube. :D well anyway just wanted to give you a brief update on new pets,i got a pygmy chameleon the other day,they're pretty much the world's smallest chameleon so they're pretty cool and very small haha. :P patrick's gonna get one too,since there were two of them,i got one,and when he gets back from the carribbean he's gonna get the other one. now i waaaas supposed to go to the carribbean with patrick and his dad but the boat that they're staying on got filled up so i couldn't go and it sucks. :evil: ehh oh well,i'm good with going to vermont in either april or may,woo hoo. :D lol. okie doo that's about it for now.

*yawn* yup i'm actually on again for a change. :P it's just been getting kinda boring around here lately so that's why i'm not on alot,soo yeeeeaaah,lol. ok just wanted to say that see ya. :P (if you feel like you need to talk to me :D just send me a message)

yup that's right,new bloggy. :P and i know it's a little late buuuuuuuuuut..............HAPPY HALLOWEEN! ^-^'''''' lol. so yeah nothing has been going on really,nothing out of the ordinary atleast. no no pets lately, no new wu lately, not anything of importance at church and YG,sooo,yeah. :P now you know i'll post as soon as something happens so. so since there's nothing of importance to sat,lets talk about you guys! how's life? how's your week been? how was your halloween? don't you think i'm the coolest guy eva?! :D hehe,joking about that last one. :P but yeah,hope everyone's doing well! ^-^

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