Are you humming Metallica?:
Remember how I said: "Ohhh june 28th I will get my man back!" Well, he was back for little over a week and then I think he decided that he'd had enough of just doing nothing and got himself a gig as assisting runner at the Metallica concert that will be going on here in town on Friday the 13th. I guess he just couldn't turn that money down and it sounds like he's having a good time even if they are working hard as well - plus he'll get to see the concert most likely and I did also manage to guilt him into agreeing that he should take me out for dinner to compensate for him being away so these past few months. Suddenly I don't feel so gulity about having made plan to be out of the country on our 7th annervesery.
Specialness:
Not once but twice in as many blogs did i get a mention over at NoahChrash's blog! I loves my Joey!
You my dear is a wonderful piece of man and I'm SO proud to call you my friend!
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http://www.tv.com/users/noahcrash/profile.php
I'm not going to cry!:
Just want to say THANK YOU so much to every single one of you. The pain is starting to be less now. Sure I still from time to time get hit by pangs of sadness and the unbelieable unfairness of it all and the funeral was exactly as heartbreaking as I had feared it would be. One thing I was really gratefull for at the moment was that I had Boyfriend and my Brother there with me. Yes that's right I had two devastetingly handsome men taking care of me, holding my hands and making sure that I was never without a kleenex. I found myself noticing tiny silly detail; like the fact that my brother was wearing funky socks with his suit, and that both him and Boyfriend look very special agent in their black suits. I guess it's my way of dealing with painfull moments. I've put the next in a spoiler tag because it became a little longer than i thought it would, but I needed it off my chest.
[spoiler] The one moment that will stay with me the most though was after the ceremony when we all were standing outside the church. Now Boyfriend and I have been together for 7 years so he knows my family pretty darn well, so of course he was effected by it too, but he's also very much a guy who doesn't show his emotions all that much so he was keeping his calm and I suspect felt sort of like a fish out of water now that there were no more 'tasks' to be taken care off. So I found myself just standing there next to my Brother, holding his hand watching the hirse drive away. The I looked up (yes he's quite a bit taller than I am even if he is the baby of the two of us) at my Brother and I felt something almost break inside of me and he must have felt it because the next memory I have is being pulled into a hug by him so fierce that it is sorter unlike any I've ever had. We are normally not very touchy feely siblings. our connetion is more verbal and on a humor level - sometimes it seems like we speak our very own language that only we understand because he can refere to something in a movie, the show or stand-up comedy show and i'll respond with another one and it will drive our surroundings insane. But in that moment we needed nothing of that. We just stood there 24 and 22 years old holding each other mourning the fact that we had lost an aunt who our entire life had been the joining force of our family. At the wake afterwards my family came through in a way that is so commen for us. My other aunt had made sure that there were plenty of coffee and cake and such and room for all of us to sit down and just talk and it didn't take long till all of us, the many cousins, were gathered around a table chatting away about everything and anything and me and my brother had our own language back and Boyfriend was once again the butt of the joke. It might sound strange that we were laughing and joking just hours after the funeral, but this is what we do. It wouldn't be my family if we didn't and also my aunt was the sort of person you could always hear when she was around - because she, like me (my brother, father and two other aunts) had a very lets call it noticable laugh. [/spoiler]
Magical mystery Tour!
I did it! I finished Harry Potter! One of the good things about Boyfriend being away working at the moment is that I have tons of time to just hang around and do my nerd-girl thing and one of the things i did in the first days he was working was finally (well i guess not finally since I've only been reading the books since Easter) finished "The Halfblood Prince". Holy cow! Like I told OhB and Medusa I came this close to throwing the book across the room! I'm not gonna say too much, because I don't want to risk anyone who might still be reading now, but what made me almost risk the interiour of my appartment was not the some what surprising turn of events a top one of Hogwarts towers but was Harry doing what I like to call "the Angel routine" you know, breaking up with a girl for her own good garbage! I mean COME ON! Tell me you're not gonna take that lying down "you girl who shall remain nameless as to not spoil anyone who is in the process of reading!" All of the sudden I'm very glad that I've only got to wait till the 25th till I can get my hands on 'The Deadly Hollows' - I've made a deal with Boyfriend that he gets first dibs on it, because well I'm generous like that I guess, and then I'm taking it with me when I go to The Netherlands on the 25th. Also I've booked myself a ticket to the first screening of the film on friday the 13th at 11.30 am so I can go see it even if Boyfriend is busy working. Like I said nerd-girl in action!
What's going on?
Well I wouldn't know!!! I'm in some serious withdrawl here people! It's not pretty - it's really not! Now what is this fix i'm missing? I'll tell you - it's my (fake) news show fix! I can't believe there will be no new Daily Show till July 16 - or in my case probably July 18th because we are two days behind. I mean how am I suposed to know what's going on with the world without Jon Stewart telling me about it? Sure I could just watch the regular old news, but I just don't trust those guys and their ablility to keep a straight face while delivering their stories! I mean what's up with that?
Oh no they got me too:
It was bound to happen soon or later. In fact I would have thought it would have been a little sooner. What am I talking about? Well seing as how I finished Harry Potter and every other book and DVD that I own somehow had no interest it seemed I finally caved and got my hands on the first 7 episode of Supernatural... yes that's right... The Brothers... and what do I think about it? Well it's evil! Evil on a Joss-level. That meaning I'm hooked! Oh Boyfriend is going to LOVE that when he comes back from his gig and finds out that while he was gone his girl got hooked on yet another show - yes he's going to be thrilled! So which of The Brother's caught my fancy? Well....
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I mean COME ON!!!! tell me how I can stay away from that!?!? Ya'll know that men with glasses is my thing!
What is that you say OhB?... "Save a horse ride a cowboy" Giddy up!
Within The Shared Brain there seems to be a consensus that Dean Winchester is... well the hot brother. OhB has actually called dibs on both of them lol - but since we already share so many other wonderful thing between the 4 of us i'm sure we'll make it work and I have to say: Girls... you can have Dean - I'll "make do" with Sammy just fine ;) It's all about the eyes Baby! Didn't take long for OhB to call me on it thouhg - as she put it; it's the brooding right? And I have to say: YES! And i really don't want to come between Medusa and Dean - I don't have a death wish!
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In honnor of it being Thursday and me being random:
I just have a couple of things i just need share with ya'll. First up - since my summer is anything but sunny at the moment I need to get the warmth from somewhere else and who gives off hotness better than Mr Sex On Legs himself?
second.. this song is 'haunting me'! It won't make the LEAST big sense to any of you I'm affraid, but the video of is my kind of insanity!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8DwZb0jsz8
and last but not least.... someone rocked my world last saturday... made me stay up till 5am to watch all those global concerts and it was SO worth it even if this guy I wanted to see more than any other only graced us with ONE song: Chris Cornell!
