Now it's really real!
Boyfriend stepped up to the plate big time! He was cool as a cucumber, asked all the right questions and he really came through when my Doc needed to draw blood for some more labtests and I needed a hand to hold. I really don't like needles. Now we have been refered to the fertility clinic and hopefully the waiting list isn't too long to start the preparation for IVF or to be more precise ICSI. 

Despite being told that we have a snowball's chance in Hell to conceive on our own because we are both equally challenged in this department this has actually been a good day and I'm feeling more positive about the future than I have in a long time. I think what did it was my doc being positive and hopefull and most of all him taking our wishes serious. 

May 11th - the 'birthday' of asaneismRnuTs! 

Today is the one year  anniversary of me signing up here at tvDOTcom so of course that calls for celebrations - and look Mayor Boreanaz of Gutterville has even made sure that there will be cake!

I love birthdays so of course I want to celebrate the birth of my alter-ego! 

The countdown has begun!

In ONE week I'll be going even more nuts than normal because friday the 18th of May I will be going to the George Michael concert that I've been talking about oh only about a million times since I got the tickets a couple of months ago. I'm giddy like a school girl about it, and I have the feeling that the next week or so I will drive my surroundings crazy by constantly singing George Michael songs. Poor them, because I don't sing well as much as I do sing alot and loud - well atleast if everything goes according to plan I won't have any voice left for the following days so I guess people will just have to take comfort in that. Note to self this time around remember to bring lighter!