I am feeling much better today. Still prone to tears, but so what else is new? One thing is for sure you guys, Bride, OhB, Noah, Dee and G sure made my day and all your kind words mean more to me than you can even start to understand. I had another heart to heart with Boyfriend about how I was feeling and that made me feel better and I was able to make clear to him where I stand and why I feel like that without going into "The Ugly Cry". I think our last talk had made him think more about it too and he told me that if I want to move forward he's behind me 100 % and with me. Sure he might be scared to death by it, but hey guess what so am I, but this is the good kind of scared. Normally my fight and flight reflex leans heavyly towards flight, but in this case I'm ready to fight. So tomorrow we'll be going to my doctor's appointment together.

now onto something less deep and serious

Went to my second to last klass of the semester today and BOY was I bored! I swear my professor is out to bore us all to death, and before you all go: "well no one is THAT evil!" I'll have to say YES he is that evil! I mean this is the same guy who made us all sit through a 3 hour lecture about History on the internet while the biggest social event of the year took place in and around the campus pond last week. Like I said - evil! The only good thing about today's klass was the fact that I was able to get a nice chat and giggle with some friends in the break and the latte wasn't half bad either. See it's all about finding some tiny detail and focus on that.

But other than being really bored in klass today has been a good day. For one for the first time since the "Judas on a Pole" I feel satisfied after watching the latest episode of Bones. I still can't pinpoint what makes "The Glowing Bones in the Old Stone House" more special than the the 8 episodes in between those two episodes. But this episode just feels right to me, the Bones mojo is back somehow - "it" is back Baby!

Today I've also been embraceing my girly-ness. It started the other day when I decided that since my nails are shot at the moment I should just take advantage of it and paint them bright red so I did that. On top of that I also let my hair do that 'crazy-I've-just-rolled-out-of-bed-after-having-done-things-I-would-never-tell-my-Mum-about'- thing it can do when treated just right. I have a friend who calls my hair 'shampoo-commercial hair' but that's just because she doesn't know/understand how much work goes into making it look like that. Most of the time I try to make it behave and go for the 'good girl' look or just simply tie it back in a bun. Add to that a pair of hoop earrings and even some make up and it might not spell overly girly to most, but to me, it's a pretty big thing for a normal Thursday. The best part was my shoes though. I have an obsession with flipflops and at the moment my favourite pair are these:

Sure it might have been raining today and one would have thought that I would have wanted to wear shoes and socks when it's only 10°C outside, Seeley that's 50°F, but I love to go bare foot.

Another thing that made me smile today was looking down at my left hand and seing this:

I guess I was smiling just because I think my rings are so pretty and I did tell you that I'm feeling very girly today! Also I took a moment today to look in my photo album from when I was in Brasil and eventhough it made we wish I was there right now I also got a warm and tingly sensation inside from just looking at those pictures - this is one of them, and by total cowinkydink I'm also wearing that shirt today.

Gosh I miss that place and I also miss being THAT tanned! I might be slightly PO'ed wtih my late maternal grandmother passing on the genes that are causing me all those baby-problems, but I'm also greatfull for her giving me the German/Polish genes that might be to thank for my, for a Dane, quite dark looks which also means that unlike most Danes I don't burn, but just get really tanned. My Brother is the same way, though with his blond hair he looks even more tanned. Have you ever crossed the Equator?

There's another picture I want to share with you and it's the lastest photo of our little new princess , her parents and Brother - is it any wonder our royal family is popular?

Now before I leave lets move on to something else that's made me smile today, well smile and day dream LOL... It's nothing new, but oh boy!