So I'm in really bad shape, and it's not like I haven't been sleeping or anything, my body just isn't coping with what's been thrown at it. Maybe I just broke down from the pressure of having to do well at school (straight b's at the moment, I think that might fall if this hits too hard).

Not to mention, I haven't missed a single day of school for two months, but that streak ended today...We were having a 4-week no-day-off-for-some-weird-reason stretch, 20 straight classes of every subject, and today was the start of the second week, and I broke down in first period Japanese.

"Jurian-kun, byouki desu ka?" "H....hai"

Damn, could barely even get out the "hai". So, by second period I was in the nurses office with dad on the way.

Speaking of dad, I found out today he makes a killer egg-ham-cheese muffin.

but yeah, it's tiredness causing all these problems, and so I don't know if I can make it to school tomorrow.

oh well.

Zim