Well Im on medication now which i dont even know why. It makes my hand feel really numb. Supposly this is temporily idk....My hand is starting to shake.This is really lame. I havnt been on the computer to much cause ive been trying to do a lot of fun things trying to forget i had this illness but sometimes it dosnt work.My dreams have been makeing it bad. Couple nights ago i woke up with my left hand shaking. I wish i never knew i had this i mean my mind is like focusing on it and its making it a little worse. Luckily it dosnt happend every hour of the day...I just came to say hi and for those of you that worry im doing some what okay :). Atleast my right hand isnt missed up :lol: or else i wouldnt be able to write. You guys think it jsut might be the stress. Is the medication suppose to make me think that so it can make it all go away.Oh and another family member of mine died. i really dont care which is making me upset. This has to be the 5th family member who has died and I could care less. Dose that make me a bad person? *yawns* well im off to bed :) night.