Love is a funny thing, Gamespot.

Love can make us feel like kings, and it can make us feel as if we've just jumped off of a 5 story building and landed on a bed of nails. Would you truely be willing to travel all the way across the world for your true love? I think so, which is exactly what I will do if she wants me to move to Australia with her. Tonight was Prom night. Tonight was when everything changed, in my opinion. We had an amazing time together, and I truely think it was the best night of my life.

She's my everything. She's my crutch when I feel Im about to collapse, she's my image of beauty once I look upon her face. I never thought that I could fall so damn far for anybody.

So we walk into Prom, and we talk to a few friends and the music starts then. So we start dancing. Honestly, I have no idea how to dance so Im pretty much just standing there at first while she grinds. Well, Justin and Faith are right beside us and Faith said "Ha, look at Matt. He has no clue what to do.", and I just give her a look that pretty much says "I completely agree". Then Justin looks at me and he said "Dude, it's easy. While her ass is on your dick, just move your hips along with hers." So I start doing that, and it turns out that Lisa thinks Im a good dancer :lol: Well, the night goes on and they play several slow songs and then randomly, our song comes on. Yes, Lisa and I have a song. It is I Will Follow You Into The Dark, by Death Cab For Cutie. So Lisa was talking to Faith when the song started, and as soon as we heard the acoustic guitar playing we both turned towards each other and smiled. Never have I seen her eyes light up so beautifully. I thought to myself, "How did I get so lucky? This girl is the definition of perfection, and the perfect image of beauty.". So we start slow dancing, and she has her arms around my neck and my hands are at her hips. Seriously, I wasnt able to take my eyes off of this girl for more than 2 minutes so far tonight, and this moment made it impossible to look away. Everything felt so damn right. Ive never been so happy, and Ive never felt so complete. So we're dancing, and I start singing to her, just so her and I could hear. And she starts singing to me. We danced with the song, and we couldnt help but sing to each other because its our song. After the song's over, I kiss her forhead and tell her that I love her. She just looks up at me and smiles. She doesnt even have to tell me she loves me, I can tell by the way she looks at me and how she lets me hold her. Like she feels as if Im protecting her from anything coming against us. She looks at me as if Im the only one in the room. She cant help but smile at me whenour eyes meet. Everything between us is so right. So there's alot more grinding and a bit more slow-dancing that night. The prom ends, and we were originally going to go go the After Party but she had an idea just to go to her house and watch a movie for a few hours. I was more willing to go to her house than I was to go to a party to be honest. So we get to her house, and we look at each other. The next thing I know, Im leaning in to kiss her. I dont even remember moving, I just remember looking into her beautiful blue eyes and the next thing I know, our lips were touching.

Now the next thing is, honestly, a bit weird and personal. Lisa and I love to make out, as most couples do. She's usually the aggressive kisser while Im more gentle. Which, I admit, is a HUGE turn-on for me. I just love it how she kisses me and wraps her arm around my neck so I cant get away. Its sexy. But this time it was different. Our kiss took on a whole new course. This time, I was the aggressive one. This time, I was the one who had to pull myself off of her to breathe. Have you read Twilight? If so, then you'll know that Bella has to pull herself off of Edward so he doesnt go for her blood. Most of the time, thats how it is with Lisa and I. She has to pull herself off of me. This time, I had to pull back. I couldnt help but keep kissing her. It was amazing. She said I, quite literally, took her breath away. This has never happened before. Sure, we always make out and all but never has this happened. Ive never had so much trouble keeping my eyes on the road instead of pulling over just to make out with her. In a way, it reminded me of how much Edward has to struggle to bring Bella back. But enough of the Twilight references, Im sure most of you havent read the book (And still hate it anyway, for some pathetic reason, no offense). Hell, from the way she looked I think she was even struggling to stay in the seat and not leave over to me so we wouldnt crash (Which has almost happened, for other reasons).

So now, Im sure some of you have read my thread asking OT for advice on what I should do for the next part. Very idiotic move of me to ask OT. Anyways, she's going on vacation on June 4th to Australia. Normally, this would just be another vacation that you always hear about but some stuff has happened in the past month with her family and all that I will NOT tell you (So dont bother asking), but she really wants to just get out of here. I know she wants me to go, because she asked me, straight up, if she decided to stay that if I would move down there with her because she loves me. So Ive already made my decision. Executing it, however, will be an entirely different proposal. I love this girl, she's my everything, so I'll happily follow her to the end of the world. I can easily afford the tickets and get my passport renewed with Graduation Money. The problem is, that since Im still underage (Im 17), I'll likely need a parents permission to go. Now I know I'll be with her one way or the other, but whether I have to sneak behind my parents back or tell them straight up is up to them. I plan to sit my mother down and talk to her about it, as soon as I know what Lisa wants to do. She's going to tell me 2 weeks after she gets there, so I'll be thinking of it constantly untill then. If she wants to stay, I'll tell my mother about it as soon as I can get her without my dad. If my dads there, its an automatic NO. But I'll deal with this as it comes at me.

All I know is that I love my Lisa Kristine with everything that Ive got, and I would hand over the universe in a snow globe to her if I could.

"If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks, then I'll follow you into the dark."