This year of change
realized today
So many things
what all to say

Therapy was had
Confusion so bad
Meds for the sad
Psychologist made glad

My mind was broken
lost in depression
My heart on the line
the pain that she lessened

I couldn't drag her down
My confusion had ended
She just couldn't be
the man that I needed

Pain didn't stop
Our relationship swayed
dilemas we had
silence that stayed

I left all I knew
moved somewhere new
Guys in my life
don't share my plight

I told them the truth
now they knew too
but comfort they can't
I've not found him yet

I fixed things with her
shakey at times
but supports we shall be
better days ahead

The strength that I feel
in this year of most change
has cracked my resolve
one goal yet remains

I haven't found him
the other half of me
The largest goal I have
not strong enough to reach

This year will end
hole left unfilled.