I think from now on I'm going to do a weekly blog on what I've been up too and I might include some other blogs in between if I have anything uber important or just something that I really need to get off my chest. So this blog will be the first of my Monday/Tuesday to Sunday/Monday blogs.
Not much has happened to me this week mostly because I've been consumed by video games for the most part. I got Final Fantasy XIII-2 and Soul Calibur 5. I already beat the story in both of them and am now working on the extra things to do in them which will get easier either today or tomorrow since thats when my guide for XIII-2 is suppossed to get here. So looking forward to that.
School wise there wasn't much going on this past week with no major assignments and only one small quiz which I got a 100% on so that worked out. Stressing a little cause I didn't do much in the way of scholl work this weekend so I feel slightly underwhelmed or unprepared for this week but nothing due today so we might be able to fix that issue. First accounting exam this week and a small quiz in a different class along with too much reading so the usual.
On the subject of my issues, I saw the counselor on Wednesday and set up another session as well as a session with a psychiatrist. Basically we went through everything and my counselor wants to try and figure out if my issues with mood/depression are psychological or physically linked to my somewhat poor habits of living being awkward sleeping habits, not the best diet, and lack of exercise. So I've been working with some of those things to improve myself but the other stuff with sexual orientation in that I'm still coming to terms with. I don't have a problem with it or anything I just think I haven't fully accepted it yet and I don't think that will really happen until I find someone I want to be with. We'll see how everything turns out.
I'm gonna finish on social going ons for the week. I went with my roommates to see Chronicle yesterday in theaters and I have to say that it was a good movie and better than I expected. The effects weren't the best but even so it was especially good, had good ratings, and was number 1 in the box office, atleast in the US so I urge others to see it;) I also played racket ball with 2 roommates and one other friend later in the evening. Watched the Superbowl yesterday and I'm glad with the Giants win over the Patriots even though I'm not all that into football. This will be a kind of mix between social and my issues but my one roommate who I'm normally on good terms with, we were a bit argumentative this weekend. He likes to joke around a lot and some times uses insults when he is joking around and I don't like that and it just kinda gets to me. I'm not into that whole insults as a job thing because even still they are insults whether they are meant jokingly or not. We may have to work on that somewhat and there were other times when I just felt ignored or disrespected like my input wasn't worthy or of value. I'm not trying to sound like I'm whining or anything but these kinds of things don't help when I'm in a depression and feel alone like no one can connect to me or value my presence. Hopefully social happenings and my issues will improve. Thats actually a bit of a depressing not to end on in itself but I said all I had to and respond or tell me what you've been up to in the comments;)