My Graduation

Just came back from my graduation today, it was pretty good and I'm really happy that I got to graduate! Too bad my parents had to screw things up for me. So at my graduation, I was smiling, having fun, being happy and sad that high school is all over. My parents? Didn't give a ****! Hell, they didn't even ****ing congratulate me or anything! Seriously! No "I'm proud of you!", "Congrats on making it!", NOTHING! They just kept whining about how the Valedictorian (My best friend) got so much awards and how studious he is and how his mom is so happy that he got an award. Jesus ****ing Christ, my parents do this every freaking year but I've had it up to now! Can't they just be proud of me?! Just once?! God! You guys don't know how sad and pissed off I am right now. They did the same thing during my elementary graduation except worse! :( While I sang a song dedicated to the parents and got a rose I was supposed to give to them, I couldn't find them. Where were they? Outside the building, smoking. I was really sad that time, I felt like bursting into tears. My own parents, not giving a damn about one of the biggest moments of my life :( It's not just that, when I was in elementary I used to get lots of awards. I was rank 3 - 5 most of the time and my parents were happy but they kept complaining about how the ceremonies were too long and blah blah blah. When I got into high school, my grades weren't as high but I was still passing. Again, they kept complaining about how I'm not doing my best and blah blah blah. When I got back into the rank again, they complained and compared me to the rank 1 of the cla$$ who kept working hard. I gave up on them when they did that and didn't bother doing good in school for their sake. Now it's my graduation and they continue to compare me to him. No congratulations, no hugs, no love, nothing! My aunt congratulated me and said she loves me but my mom didn't. Parents of my cl@ssmates congratulated me but my dad didn't. Friends and their parents said I did a good job but my own parents didn't. You know how much this pisses me off and makes me sad at the same time?! URGH! God damn I had enough of them. I do NOT want them to go to my graduation ceremony when I graduate from college, **** it!

Sorry for bombarding you guys with all that. I seriously felt like letting my load off and this was the only way I could think of. If you read all that, I really really appreciate it. I just feel so damn down and angry right now *sigh* Anyway, screw the pictures. I'm not in the mood. See you around the forums......