Ive known him for a long time.

"I love you", "I know you do" He said. It used to be a problem. Now I think hes starting whats inside of him. Ha, or me for that matter. I think everyone has problems with this. Its not an easy thing to do.

"I wanna help you." I told him.

"I dont need help, I just need to f--kin' think" He said. "Alright, Sorry..."

I didnt feel very good about this. I just wish things were different. I keep telling myself to wait. "Things will get better, they have to."

"I gotta get my sh*t together..."

I was talking to a close friend about all this.

"I think your making a mistake." They said.

"You'll learn from from your mistakes eventually, I did."

"Yea, thanks" I told them. I was hoping they were wrong.