Hello and Hola!

**WARNING**: this blog is fill with everything but happiness.

Loooong week....

Stressful week.....

Extreme delightful happiness got lost somewhere over these days.....

So on Wednesday exams weeks started:( and as i mentioned in my previous blog i though i had still 2 days of freedom.....well, apparently it was just an illusion......i arrived on Monday to school with the biggest smile on my face and the most positive attitude i could when suddenly during the day, the teachers decided to fill us with lots of projects! :o but i stayed calm and didn't let panic take over me. So i arrive to my house at 5.30 after my Zumba lesson and i started working....i watched the clock and saw time was running out and i didn't get anywhere, i didn't get any progress.....so i started to get a bit frustrated.....about at 9 pm i started doing my physics homework, but i couldn't solve a single problem....i get even more frustrated......i moved on, on a different homework, but still my agenda was fill.....at 12 am i decide it was time to get some sleep, especially because on Tuesday i had to get up at 5am....i went to "sleep" but i just couldn't close my eyes, my mind was filled with physics equations and stuff.... i watched the clock and all i saw was time passing by.....finally my mom (i don't even now how) woke up and came to my bedroom.... she saw me with my eyes wide open at 1.30 am, so she knew something wasn't right....she said the magic words "what's bothering you? tell me why are you worried" there, in that moment i couldn't stand it anymore and cried like a baby, i told her i was really stress out and that i didn't know how to finish everything (i still don't) .....so we talk for a while, she gave me the advices only mummys gave and just stay together and i cried myself to sleep....

CONCLUSION: MONDAY, terrible day :( but the week was just starting,of course i'm not going to tell you what happened eveyday of this week, it wolud be to boring and depressing.....i'm just gonna say that the week has been the most stressful week ever and i'm still trying to work things out....my mom and dad and my friends are trying to keep me as calm as possible.....but i must say i'm not feeling good :( i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail physics :cry: , the other grades are not that good and i still have lots to do, but well, i'm trying here......

A BIG apologize if this blog is too depresing, but i just needed to write this down!

To finish this, i just want to let you know i'm gonna be MIA for the next week so a big big sorry for not commenting on your blogs! but you know you're always in my mind :)

*sigh* i know i'll see sunny days soon....just wondering how soon....

Well that's all! thank you very much for reading

Take care, and see you soon!

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

*Huge hugs.......Abrazos enormes* :*

Estefi

ps. HUGS WILL BE VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY WELL APRECIATTE :)