Hello and Hola!!

Long time no see :D

Ohhhhi've missed you guys soooo much :( !!

Ok, so i'm gonna try to explain you why i haven't been able to come here for such a long time :D :

#1 College is a crazy crazy world......with crazy people on it :P ok, soooo school has been......mmmmmm......crazy....i swear there's not another word for it.....since day #1 i've had soooo much work to do....so many homeworks and projects and exams.....every single cla*s takes sooo much time....that i have to be really organized to be able to eat a proper meal, drink enough water, dress properly :P go for a manicure, finish all my homework, study for exams, go to ballet clas*es, watch CSI NY, have a descent sleep and of course have a little fun from time to time :D sooo basically, those are my days....

#2 Since i'm moving out from my parents house on August to a bigger city call Queretaro with 2 of my best friends, we've been really busy searching for a nice department.....which has been really had because we haven't found the proper one....YET :P but i'm pretty sure will fine the perfect spot for the 3 of us.....i must say i'm pretty excited but on the other hand i'm afraid of leaving my mom but i guess it's natural.....so, there's another reason why i've been a lil busy

#3 The last reason of why i've been mia is my brother....on January he had his wisdom teeth removed and everything went just fine......he recovered incredibly fast and evrything was just fine.....but then he felt a little bump which he ignored....then the pain started to grow and one day he woke up really inflamed and in a lot of pain, so there was when he decided it was time to visit the dentist.....so in general terms...the doctor told my brother that he had a big infection so he decided to extract a molar and he told my brother that was goign to work out......well it didn't :( my poor big brother continue with the pain....so the doctor decided to make a cut between the gums or something like that....but it didn't work either....so now my brother has 3 weeks of bad sleep and bad eating and in a lot of pain and my parents are really really worry......so basically this has take our time.....ohhh boy..... :( :(

So those are the main reasons of why i've been out of the tv.com world....but you guys are always in my mind and heart!!!! :)

i really don't know if these days i'm gonna be able to come back......since there's only a month and a half left of school before vacay, things are getting a bit heavier.....but i'll try to stop by from time to time....i just wanted to come to see how you were doing and to tell you that i'm really sorry i've been missing so many blogs :(

but rememeber you're always in my mind and heart!!

See you soon!!

Love you all loads!!!!

HUGE HUGS AND KISSES!!!!

Estefi

Hello and Hola!

Ok, so i now i said on my last blog that my next blog was going to be about a review of my 2007 :D but i'm not doing it (.....at least not yet) :P probably i'll do a reaaaaaally belated 2007 Review but since time is running out right now, i'll just skip that subject :D :D and write about something else :D :D

Sooooooooo..... :D 12 hours 8 minutes 17....16.....15......seconds left of FREEEEEEEEDOM :( yep, you might have an idea of what i'm talking about, or you might be like completely lost :P anyways, the thing is that tomorrow i'm going back to school :? and i don't know, i'm having different feelings about this. on one hand i'm excited to see everyone again and talk talk talk until the teachers get completely desperate :P but on the other hand i'm not sure if i wanna go back, you know.....exams, homework, projects, stress.....ugh.....not much fun :( so i must say it's a 50/50....no......60/40....ok, 70/30 :D :D but what can i do???? i must always look at the bright side right?????? :D

The problem here is that since i'm starting a whole new semester and i've already been warn that it's gonna be a tough one, i really need to focus, so i'm thinking that my visits around here won't be very frequently :cry: :cry: :cry: and i'm gonna miss you all soooooooo much!!!!

You know, when my Christmas break started i thought it was going to be the perfect chance to visit the csi ny forum (which i haven't visit like for ages!!!) but with all the Christmas crazyness.....time just went by sooooooo fast :o soooooo i'm hoping to findsome time to see what's new :D and catch up with season 4!

Ok,so i'm guessing this is my goodbye :( :(:cry: It's not like i'm not coming here anymore, i'll try to read and comment on your blogs as much as possible! but one BIG SORRY in advance if some days i miss your blogs, but like i told you before you are always in my mind and in my heart :)

Sooooo, i leave you with HUUUUUUUGE HUGSand KISSES!

I love you all very very much!!! :) :) :) :)

Take care and have really nice days full of fun! :D

Estefi (Stephi)

Thanks to the Christmas Carolsfor my unrelated blog title

Hello and Hola!

Long time no see :D Ohhhhhh God these days have been just like waaaaaaaaaaaay too busy :P I've barely feel my vacations. Of course it's different because everything i have to do i do it with no stress, with a long sleep the night before and just in a relaxing way :P but i haven't been able to visit this site that much or getting on msn as much as i want to, and i've miss you guys :) oh, and a BIG SORRY if i haven't been commenting in your blogs lately, but my internet connection sucks and it didn't allowed me to log in and yesterday at night i had no internet connection and i couldn't open any sites nor my msn, and ahhhhh it was sooo :evil: but it's fix now :D

ok, so i really don't know what to write :D but i just feel like writing :? :Dok, here i go:

#1 Christmas Eve was awesome! i had so much fun with my family and the dinner was delicious!I also got great pressies :D The whole day was perfect, we return to our house at 5.30 am and that same day we woke up at 10am to continue with the Christmas party :P and hey even Santa showed up at my house! that was a surprise, i mean i'm 18 years old; so that was really sweet of my *coff mom and dad coff* :D amazing 2007 Christmas (aka my Estash bday :D)

#2 New Year's Eve was good too, not as fun as Christmas but it was good, and i must say we had great food!! besides almost everyone of my dad's family went so we had a pretty goos time :D althought i forgot to ask for my 12 wishes :( oohhhh no, this head of mine.....i'm getting old :D

#3 New Year aka my dad's bday was pretty good too, my family made him a big bday party so we had a blast! I ate loads of carrot cake which i must say was delicious (i know, i bet i gain 2 pounds or so :roll: ) ....the moment when we gave him his presents was especially funny 'cause averyone wanted to know what we gave him and my dad even had to read the bday letters we wrote :oops: i blushed soooo badly :lol:

#4 This week was great! On Wednesday mom, dad and i decided to go to this pretty lil town call "Real del Monte". It's a beautiful small town, where you can walk for hours without getting bored. So the story is this: As you might now, here in Mexico we don't get snow. Maybe in the states of the north but i'm way too far from the north of Mexico, so i've always wanted so badly to get some snow but unfrotunately it didn't happen : (........until Wednesday, yes, we arrive at Real del Monte and start seeing the rock covered in white. My mom even though it was white paint :lol: :lol: as we enter we saw the fog and people in huge jackets. Then OMG, the most beautiful landscape i've ever seen, the whole town covered in snow (not loads of snow, but still it was pretty amazing). We get out of the car to admire the whole view and omggggg.....freeeeeeeeezing cold! It was soooo much fun!!!! the tiny snowflakes were falling and the trees were frozen! it was unbelieveble! This really nice lady that live there told me that they didn't have any snow for the last 35 years!!! can you imagine!! after 35 years it snow in Real del Monte!!! i couldn't believe my luck!!! So then we went to have breakfast to gain some calories :lol: and after that we start to walk around the town! My nose was sooo red, like Rudolph and my feet were sooo damn cold, but it didn't matter, i mean i had my SNOW DAY!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i love it!!!!!! It even was in the national news! It was just PERFECT!!!! so, i wold like to share some pics of that day. You might not be as impressed as i am if you already got snow where you live, but still i hope you like them :)

A frozen tree

One of the landscapes :D

Me and frozen mommy :lol:

Frozen "English Graveyard"

A frozen :P house at the entrance of Real del Monte

Frozen mommy and daddy :lol:

#5 I still have one week of vacations which is pretty good, but not enough :P i don't want to go to school yet.....remember in some blogs i wrote a while ago i wrote i didn't want to leave school??? well, i think it just was one of those "Estefi's clumsy moments" 'cause honestly, who doesn't like vacations????? but it's ok, i know i'll have fun once i am in College once again. On Monday i have to make my cla*s chedule, will see how it turns out!

#6 Today or tomorrow, i'm not sure :? we celebrate King's Day. Today in the night the 3 Kings arrive to people's houses to bring pressies (it's comenthing like Santa Claus) and then tomorrow in the morning children woke up to find them,BUT today in the night you have to leaveyour shoe under thetree, otherwise you'll find no pressies at all :P Nice tradition huh???? I'm hoping for the 3 Kings to arrive to my house :D :P :lol: i already put my shoe under our Christmas tree :D

Ok, so i think that's all, ohhhhhhit was such a boring blog right??? sorry for that :oops: Have a really nice nice day!!!

I'm thinking that on my next blog i'll do a Review of 2007 :D .....uhhhhh i can't wait for it :D :D

ok, so remember that i love you very very much!

*HUGE HUGS AND KISSES* ......and a big supportive HUG to my new friend Jane, remember hunni i'm here for anything you need:)

Estefi (Stephi)

Thanks to Travis for my unrelated blog title :D

Hello and Hola!!!

That's right Christmas is by the corner!!!! it's getting closer!!! Eeeeeeeee i'm soooo excited!!! Honestly, i'm jumping all over the place :D :D :D *does happy dance* Eeeeeeee *does happy dance again* Eeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Ok, i need to chill down now :P Sorry, i'm having one of those insane moments :P ....i'm ok now!

So today we had our Christmas party, it was with my dad's family. Since we're spending Christmas Eve with my mom's family, we decided to celebrate an early Christmas Eve with the other side of the family....it was so much fun....gahhhh i love my family :D they make laugh so much and i don't know, they're simply adorable.

Ok, i'm almost finish with Xmas shopping....oh god....almost..... i still need to buy the traditional chocolates for my mom, dad and brother and Tere's (one of my best friends) gift...... ok, i still have tomorrow..... and surprisingly i found $100 (about 10 us dollars)under my bed :? how did they get there??? i don't know, but heymore $$$$ meansmore chocolates :D :D

Since a lot of people are leaving for the Holidays and since i'm leaving for a couple of days too i decided to make my Christmas blog now, so here i go:

You guys are amazing!!!! Really, i have no words totell you how blessed i amto have you guys as friends!!!!! You're simplyAMAZING, every single one of you :)So i just want to wish you:

*Merry merry Christmas to you and your families!!!!!!!!! I hope you have a great day full of joy, love and peace!*

I hope i'll be able to come before New Year's Eve but just in case:

Happy New Year!!!!! The best wishes from the bottom of my heart!!!May this 2008 be fill with blessings!!!!You guys made this 2007 twice special!!!!!!!!

Love you all THIS MUCH!!!!

Have great holidays!!!!!!

*blows pink snowflakes all over*

Huge huge hugs and kisses!!!!!

Estefi (Stephi)

ps. i've been trying to answer to your comments on my last blog, but i don't know why i can't post any of mine. Sorry in advance :(

Thanks to the Christmas carols for my unrelated blog title

Hello and Hola!

I just feel like writing :D Ok, just taking a tiny break here....of what?? Well, of Christmas shopping :P I can't believe i'm still not done after spending mostly every day of my vacations at the malls..... i'm tired right now....and besides i really suck when it comes to buying gifts......and i'm already broke :P sad story :( but iasked my dad for $$$ and he said "ok" so i'm saved....just in a couple of hours i'm going back to the mall to find my brother's and my best friends' gifts...let's see how it works :D

Ok, so these vacay weeks, i'm hanging outwith my friends so much that is really surprising :o College is giving me a more active social life :lol: to be honest it has been great and so much fun...

#1 On Monday we painted Bere's (one of my best friends) bedroom....and it was so much fun and we did a great job. We thought it was going to be a mess cause just imagine 5 clueless girls with no experience in paiting....nothing can turn out right :lol: but it did and we are planning on opening our painting business :lol: just kiddin'

Clueless fav 5 before painting :P

#2 The next days were just about going for a cup of coffee and chatting about anything and everything! We also saw this AMAZING AMAZING movie which i highly recommend, it is call "Paris je t'aime" and i swear it is just :o :o i saw it a few months ago and finally it came out in dvd and i'm so gonna buy it, you MUST watch it :D

#3 Yesterday i went to the movies with one of my best friend Tere who came to Pachuca for Xmas break. We saw Enchanted, i must say it was so much fun cause when we arrive to the movie theather the room was fill with 5 year old kids and we were like the only ones without mommy and daddy.....but who cares....we revived our childhood, and the movie was really nice, of course from my point of view it doesn't deserve the Academy Award but it was definitely good.

#4 At the same time Tere and i remembered her Xmas tree of last year. We put it together and it was great, and i must say it was a prettty original Christmas tree, here are some pics:

That's right, what you see are Eddie pics :lol:

A larger view of Eddie's tree :D

Ok, well i think that's all! Sorry for this boring blog, i just had the need of writing!!

Enjoy this magical waiting for Chirstmas (i know it sounds to corny but it's magical for me :D ) *blows snowflakes*

According to my ticker: 9 days until Christmas!! *happy dance*

Love you all!!

*Huge hugs and kisses.......Abrazos y besos enormes* :*

Estefi (Stephi)

Thanks to Coldplay for my unrelated blog title :D

Hello and Hola!!!!

omg, it's been a long while since my last blog....and right now i have like a necessity to type :P so here i go once more :D :

#1 Since last Friday i'm finally on vacations! Yes, the so wanted vacations and i must say i'm enjoying them alot!!!! *happy dance* Finally i can get up late, i can sleep late and i can do everything i want :roll: ok not really.... i must say that these days have been quite intensives do to all the Christmas/Vacations craziness....yes i feel sooooo tired right now and i haven't been able to rest properly.....you know: Dentist appointment, Oftalmologist appointment, visiting grandparents, goign to school to check several things for next semester, going to ballet cla*ses, preparing all Christmas stuff, etc...... *deep yawn* i thought i was going to have a lot of free-time but for my surprise i'm not....that's mainly why i haven't been here :(

#2 These semester at College was really AWESOME!!! Harder than high school but definitely better! It was such an amazing experience and i'm looking foward to the next one....but right now i'm enjoying vacays 8) Grades went good! I must say that for my first semester in College i'm proud of myself :D I'm feeling so good right now :D :D :D :D !!

#3 Tomorrow one of my best friends Tere is coming from Queretaro!!! i'm really excited!!! we haven't be able to see each other since about a month....trust me for us it is a lot *giggles* we're goign to spend the whole day together to catch up on everything *does happy dance and rolls over the floor* i'm even thinking on skipping my ballet cl*ss :D we'll see!!! So TOMORROW HUGS to everyone :D

#4 On Sunday me, my mom and my dad put our Christmas tree!!! Omg i so love it....Every year we put Christmas carols and officially start Christmas season, then we put our Christmas tree and our "Nacimiento" which is a Nativity scene and we put all the Christmas decorations in the house, i swear it is so much fun!!! So i would like to share some few pics of my Christmas tree and other thingies :D :

My home's Christmas tree in the living room

"El Nacimiento" (The Nativity)

My lovely snowman (or is it a snowwoman :?) watching our house's entrance

A complete view :D

Well, that's all! Hope you enjoy the pics :)

*Huuuuuuuge hugs and kisses to everyone* :*

Love you very very much!!!

Sorry if this blog is fill with Christmas thingies, i just can't help it :oops: i Loooooooove Christmas!!! :D

Going to bed right now :D Good nighty!

Estefi

Hello and Hola!

Thanks to "Travis" for my blog title (a blog title that has nothing to do with the blog :P )

So, it's time :( Tomorrow my final exams began :S So that means i'm gonna be MIA (again) for the next couple of weeks :cry: but thankfully after finals i will be free for a month and a half *does happy dance*

Yesterday i found out of a new ship in the csi ny forum! Flack and Angell uh???? i don't even know how that happened but i must say i'm loving it.....:D

I can't believe i can speak a bit of French now! It's really great *does happy dance AGAIN*ok, i'm rambling now!

So i'm just gonna leave you with a quizzie i stole from lovely Kait and lovely Brina :oops:

Time Started: 4.44 pm

Name: Estefi (Stephi)

Gender: i'm a girl :P

When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
Start the water, then get in, otherwise i would freeze

Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
Only when i don't want to leave the shower. Trust me, the shower it's a great place to loose time!

Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercials?
nope

Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
no

Ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
:lol: hahaha yes, once

Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
:lol: Yes, and it hurts.....i know, i have a problem

How old do you look?
People have told me lots of ages, you choose: 12, 13, 14, 15, c'mon people i'm 18!!!! i'm legal now!

How old do you act?
Ok....lets see.....i have a child's soul, i keep getting impressed by tiny simple things, i go dancing through the world :D but i'm quite mature....don't really know what age :S

What's the last song you heard/sang?
Closer-Travis

Have you recently become a member of anything?
The Flack/Angell club and Facebook :D

What are your plans for the weekend?
Studying for Biology and Verbal Analysis :roll:

What is your mood at the moment?
Happy :)

Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
noooo :(

Do you ever intentionally vomit after drinking?
No

If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
in the canons :lol:

Have you ever called anyone a slut?
nope

Has anyone ever called you a slut?
not in my face

Have you ever smuggled something into Canada?
Haven't go to Canada....planning on doing it :D

Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
not for me

Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
Think so....

Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
Not really

Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
Yesssss

Who's your favourite superhero?
:lol: :lol:

Do you have more enemies or more friends?
Well, to be honest i don't know any of my enemies....i'm sure there must be some people in the world that hate me, but i really dont know them so....

Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
:lol: yes..... :lol:

Can you fix your own car?
Nooooo, i'm useless in those situations

Are you smarter than your friends?
I think everyone is smart in their own way :)

Have you ever been to jail?
i visited an ancient jail....but just as a tourist

Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?
a purse :oops:

Do you like the smell of beer?
noooo

Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
not that i rememeber

Have you ever given to charity?
Yes

Would you kill a dog for $1000?
nooooo....that's just :?

Do you live with your parents?
Yes, but i won't live eith them anymore in 6 months :o

Do you have plans for your future?
OMG.....can't even list them

You are:
[ ] under 5'0
[ ] 5'0"-5'5"
[ ] 5'5"-5.6"
[ ] 5'6.5 - 5'7 ''
[ ] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall (6.1 and up) 1.64 in meters

NATURALLY
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde
[ ] brownish
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black
[ ] red/light brown
[ ] don't Know, dyed Too Much

:? i don't now if i have to choose brunette or dark brown :?

EYE COLOR
[ ] blue-eyed
[ X] brown-eyed
[ ] black-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel-eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] blue/green/brown-eyed
[] blue/gray-eyed
[ ] green/gray-eyed
[ ]they change colours
[ ] amber

[] medium hair
[X ] long hair
[ ] short hair

Your personality is sometimes...
[X ] talkative
[ X] shy
[X ] funny
[X ] serious
[ ] laid back
[X ] strict
[ ] hyper
[ X] sarcastic
[] I have multiple personalities
Have you ever...
[ ] seen a shooting star
[X] joke proposed to anyone
[X ] gotten stitches
[X ] eaten Sushi
[X] gotten the chicken pox
[X] ridden in a taxi
[] been on a cruise ship
[] driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] been on a plane by yourself
[X] had surgery
[X ] seen a movie 3 times or more in the theater
[X ] been on stage
[] gotten a black eye
[] memorized all the dialogue in a movie (like Brian from Family Guy)
[] watched an entire baseball game

Do you like...
[X] old movies
[X] musicals
[X] blasting music in your car/or someone else's
[X] foreign foods
[ ] Pokemon
[X] Christmas time ....LOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it!!!!
[X] animals
[X ] coffee----addicted to coffee :D
[X ] tea
[X] summer
[X ] winter

TWOs OF EVERY KIND
Two Names You Go By:
Estefi, Nena

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
Blue jeans and gray/pink sweater

Two places you would like to go on vacation
England & Italy

Two favorite animals
Bears and sheeps :D

Two Reasons you're doing this survey
Saying good bye for a while....need to distract a bit in order to study

Spell your name without vowels:
STF

What colour(s) do you wear most often?
Pink, blue..... white :?

Last song heard on the radio?
Everybody hurts-REM

Are you missing someone right now?
my brother Luis

How do you make money?
I'm really lazy and i don't work :oops:

Last thing you bought
6 Mooooovies :D

How's the weather?
Cold....cloudy, fogy

When do you start summer break?
Mid May 2008!!

What should you be doing right now?

Studying

How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
1

Name one thing that you do everyday?
Shower....drink coffee

What's your favorite sport?
Tennis

When was the last time you saw your dad?
15 minutes ago

What did you have for dinner last night?
milk and cookies

What's your favorite Starbucks?
Vanilla latte

Recent time you were really upset?
Last week

Best thing in your life right now is?
Friends (both here in Mexico and you guys), College, family, fooood

Time Finished: 5.13 pm

Well, that's all......leaving now to study French! Au Revoir!

See you in a couple of weeks :(

I will missssssssssssssss you TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNSSSSS!!!!!

Take care and be happy!!!

Love you loads!!!

*Hugs and kisses* :****

Estefi

Hello and Hola!

Thanks to Coldplay for my blog title :D

So i'm back :D and feeling 100% happy again :) ONCE MORE THANK YOU TO EVERYS INGLE ONE OF YOU FOR YOUR WONDERFUL COMMENTS ON MY PREVIOUS BLOGS AND FOR YOUR PM'S :) You guys really help me through those hard moments! I love you loads!!! omg i got so many things to tell you :) so here I go:

#1 Today it was my last day of cla*s, but i still have finals. Still, i'm done with clas*es. It's a bittersweet feeling because in one side i'm gonna be able to rest and enjoy free time, but on the other hand this first semester of College wasincredibly AWESOME!!!!! and i'm gonna miss everything i experienced. But hey i still have 8 semesters left. It's a shame time goes by soooo fast :(

#2 My final exams start on Tuesday....God, i'm gonna have to study ALOT. but i don't mind, this is the final effort! Busy busy week is waiting for me :S :o

#3 Last friday i went to Travis concert!!! OMG one word: A-MAZING!!!! I swear it has been one of the best concerts ever!!! (Of course THE concert was Coldplay's concert) but this one was......WOW, i have no words!! I had sooo much fun, and scream soooohard :lol: i think the boy next to me thought i was crazy :P :roll:

If you want to see a bit of what the concert was about check out this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eGp2yf1wdw

#4 On Monday, we celebrated Bere's (one of my best friends) bday, ohhhh we had a blast! We had loads of fun, starting on our way to the restaurant. Just imagine 8 persons in a little car :lol: :lol:way too uncomfortable! :lol: We ate sushi, sang happy bday, and then we went to the movies. Really a great day 8)

#5 Grades went prettygood actually, not great but good. But for my surprise i didn't fail Physics! imagine my surprise when i saw "83" in my exam. I was jumping all over the cla*sroom! I was sooo happy and impressed about that. :D

#6 Rememeber how much i used to hate Biology??? Well i hate that subject even more. Why??? well, because last weekend i stay home both days studying like crazy for my Biology exam, and i arrive on Monday to school and the biology teacher tell us that he won't do a regular exam, that he as going to leave us a "practical exam". And the !¿#$!&! "practical exam" didn't have to do with anything i study. Imagine my frustration!!! 2 days of study that weren't used :evil: arrrgghhhh, anyways i'm over it and moving on :)

#7 On Monday i'll be MIA again, but i hope this is the last time of the year i do this. But i really need to focus on this final exams, this are the important ones :P!! but i'll write another blog to say good bye :)

#8 Hey, do you remember hottie???? Well, he's ancient history. Ok not really, but he has to be. I'm soooo confuse, 'cause he keeps giving me these signs and i answer them back, but we just are stuck in the same place "friends", not boyfriend/girlfriend, not even close friends....just friends. You know, those friends you talked for a while, joke a little, say hello/good-bye, but that's just it. Not even one night out to the movies or something! I mean, idon't know if i need to move on or keep waiting :S What do you think??? I mean, i'm a patiente person, but should i start focusing in the other boys????? Damn, i thought thisboywas really something special :( But i'm not letting his indecisions affect my happiness, NO. Oh, but please if you can, tell me what you think, i will really appreciate advices :)

#9 Christmas is almost here :D (i know i have an early Christmas spirit but who cares!)

Well, that's all. Leaving now to the movies :D

Love you all THIS MUCH!!!!!!

*Huge hugs and kisses* :*

Estefi (Stephi)

Hello and Hola!!

So i just couldn't go without saying this:

THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

i want to thank you for your wonderful comments and wise advices. Thank you soo much for your supportive pm's!!! They help me A LOT!!! Honestly i feel so lucky to have such wonderful and supportive friends! I'm not sure if i deserve such nice things :oops: i just hope that somehow igiveyou at least the same of what you give me!

Really, you made my day and you made me feel much better!

Still trying and struggling a bit here, but i'm seeing everything more clearer, i just need a bit of time..

Well, gotta go now, i must finish my homework.

I'll try to stop by this week, but i'm not so sure if i'll be able to. This week i still have exams and some other projects to finish! So once more, a big sorry for not commenting in your following blogs.

SO, SEE YOU UNTIL NEXT WEEK :( I'LL MISS YOU LOADS

Remember, you guys have a special place in my heart!

Love you all THIS MUCH!!!!

*Huge hugs* :**

Estefi (Stephi)

Hello and Hola!

**WARNING**: this blog is fill with everything but happiness.

Loooong week....

Stressful week.....

Extreme delightful happiness got lost somewhere over these days.....

So on Wednesday exams weeks started:( and as i mentioned in my previous blog i though i had still 2 days of freedom.....well, apparently it was just an illusion......i arrived on Monday to school with the biggest smile on my face and the most positive attitude i could when suddenly during the day, the teachers decided to fill us with lots of projects! :o but i stayed calm and didn't let panic take over me. So i arrive to my house at 5.30 after my Zumba lesson and i started working....i watched the clock and saw time was running out and i didn't get anywhere, i didn't get any progress.....so i started to get a bit frustrated.....about at 9 pm i started doing my physics homework, but i couldn't solve a single problem....i get even more frustrated......i moved on, on a different homework, but still my agenda was fill.....at 12 am i decide it was time to get some sleep, especially because on Tuesday i had to get up at 5am....i went to "sleep" but i just couldn't close my eyes, my mind was filled with physics equations and stuff.... i watched the clock and all i saw was time passing by.....finally my mom (i don't even now how) woke up and came to my bedroom.... she saw me with my eyes wide open at 1.30 am, so she knew something wasn't right....she said the magic words "what's bothering you? tell me why are you worried" there, in that moment i couldn't stand it anymore and cried like a baby, i told her i was really stress out and that i didn't know how to finish everything (i still don't) .....so we talk for a while, she gave me the advices only mummys gave and just stay together and i cried myself to sleep....

CONCLUSION: MONDAY, terrible day :( but the week was just starting,of course i'm not going to tell you what happened eveyday of this week, it wolud be to boring and depressing.....i'm just gonna say that the week has been the most stressful week ever and i'm still trying to work things out....my mom and dad and my friends are trying to keep me as calm as possible.....but i must say i'm not feeling good :( i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail physics :cry: , the other grades are not that good and i still have lots to do, but well, i'm trying here......

A BIG apologize if this blog is too depresing, but i just needed to write this down!

To finish this, i just want to let you know i'm gonna be MIA for the next week so a big big sorry for not commenting on your blogs! but you know you're always in my mind :)

*sigh* i know i'll see sunny days soon....just wondering how soon....

Well that's all! thank you very much for reading

Take care, and see you soon!

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

*Huge hugs.......Abrazos enormes* :*

Estefi

ps. HUGS WILL BE VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY WELL APRECIATTE :)