Hey hey heyyyy. So past few days have been good for me. i'm officially not grounded anymores. wooo...also my cousin, Katrina is here! :D (yeahh thats how i get the title ya know...Katrina...hurricane..yeahh you know) I'm so happy. Katrina is Audrey's older sister. she attends college in new york, so she lives up there now, and I never get to see her. But now she's here! I'm soooo glad! :D We've been hanging out since Monday, and it's been so much fun! she's like the older sister I don't have! Anyways, she is takin me shopping after school tomorrow! I'm happy. :D

school started back mondayy. its really not sooo bad. the work and $hit is, but socializing is the best..glad to see my friends again. so like here's my cla$$es right:

1st - spanish
2nd - art
3rd - algebra 1
4th - English 1
5th - pe

so glad science is over with. i hated that cla$$...

so big problem.well not really a problem, just somethin i gotta do. i'm gonna breakup with emmett. it's just..idk...it's like i don't feel the same as i used to for him. it's like i don't like him as much as before. I don't think I have the same feelings for him as he does for me. and it's not fair for me to keep goin out w/ him, when I don't even like him that much no more. it's not fair to him at all. he deserves a gf that really cares about him. idk whats happened, ....it's like there's just no chemistry between us anymore. does all this make sense?

i still wanna be friends with him definitely. but I wanna be just friends. i actually meant to call it off today but i chickened out because he started talking about how much he loved me and stuff, and i was too afraid to hurt his feelings :( but i'm definitely doing it tomorrow. may as well get it over with. i hope he's not upset. we only dated for like 3 months....not hardly enough to get that upset about. anyways, i havent told anybody about it cuz i was hoping that maybe it was just a phase and i was having a rough time or something. but i realize its not, and i need to break up with him so he can find someone that returns his feelings. so none of my friends know, i guess they'll find out at the same time emmett does :?

anyways, about Audrey. ever since her sister came down, she's acting considerably better. like the old audrey i used to love. Audrey wasn't always such a little tattle tale and such a brat. it only started happening within the last few weeks. and ever since monday, she's acted normal again. she apologized earlier for everything she's done. she says she wants to forget that the past few weeks even happened, and go back to how we acted before. so yayy! we're one good terms noww.

also i might be goin to new york for 1 week in march. we get 1 week off school for easter break. and hopefully katrina can convince my parents into lettin me go spend that week with her in New York! Woo! :D

and i've got a big basketball game tomorrow night. so wish me luck! :) :D

anywayys i got nothin else to say. soooooo peace & i'm out~

~xo~Mariah Lenae~xo~