heyyyyyy!!! so Jessica's party starts in about an hour. i'm at jahna's house still. we're getting ready. anyways how you doin??? i'm good. not wound up on ice cream/gummy worms anymore. soooooo.......what are you guys doin tonight or tomorrow. or even monday....lol i'm bored just curious what ya guys are up to.

tomorrow I am going on a date w/ Dalton to the movies. yup, he just called and asked me about an hour ago. so yay!

monday idk yet. i'll find somethin to do....

so i'm gonna finish gettin ready. just droppin by again. i'm out-

MARIAH

heyy guys! droppin in to send ya all a big HELLO! So whats up or down with ya guys? I'm great. right now i am at Jahnna's house. me and cheyenne are spending the night over here. they say hi lol. =P anywayyss we got bored and its past midnight and I got on here....lol i'm weird. sooooooo we get a 3 day weekend! how totally awesome is that! and no basketball monday becuz of martin luther king jr day. uhh WOO!

Sooo...today school was BOOOORING! but i did get to see Dalton a lot which was GREAT! :D love him! Emmett seems cool w/ it. he's still talking to me as a friend which is great for me. Kasey still being an ignorant b*tch but whatelse is new huh :roll:

sooooooooooo boreeeeeedddddd and HYPER. ya have no clue. i am eating ice cream right now and SOUR GUMMY WORMS. omg so good.....lol anywho....see this is wut happens to me late at night....and when you gimme candy! bad combo....

anyways tomorrow us three are goin to go to a partay! woo! it's like this girl at school named Jessica. She's havin her b-day party. should be loadsa fun.

just thought i'd check up on ya! i'm out -

MARIAH LENAE

heyy!! Great news! Dalton asked me out today! Ahhhh! :D I said YES obviously. Wooooo I am so happy right now!! :D Nothin else happened today, but I got bored and figured I should do a blog. Can't stay long cuz I'm bout to leave. My parents are taking us out for dinner so they don't have to cook :P lol. well I'm out -

MARIAH LENAE

So I have a new emblem that says I participated in the Real Housewives of Orange County poll. I never remember doing that but okayyy..... :P

Kasey is still as b*tchy as ever. And she found out what Emmett said about her being a slut and stuff, and she got upset. But then she went back to clinging all over him again. :roll: He called me after school, before the ballgame and said he wished she'd leave him alone. haha :P

Alicia came up to me today at my locker and said she wished we could be friends again. She said she was only siding with Kasey because they've been best friends forever, and she was afraid she'd get mad at her because Alicia knows how freakin psycho Kasey is and goes off at everything. She said that now she sees how stupid Kasey is being and don't wanna hang out with her anymore. So I told her apology accepted and I'd be her friend again.

Ballgame: Just got home a few minutes ago. We decided not to stay for all the other games. We lost 49-44. :? Oh well :roll:

So Katrina is officially gone. :( She was originally gonna stay for my ballgame and leave afterwards. But she ended up having to leave before. So she's on her way back to NYC as I type this.

So Ifound a new guy I like :D He's in myArt cla/ss and his name is Dalton. He's pretty dangg hot! :D I've known him for a few years, but just never hung with him much.. And today we had to have partners in art and we partnered up and were talkin a bunch and stuff. He said I was reallly pretty while he was drawing me. We had to partner up and draw the other person. So, awesome. And in Lunch he came over and sat with me. I was likewooooo! :DThen I was walkin to Cheyenne's older sister's car (she drove us to school) and he came up behind me and started walkin with me. He's funny, and really hot. And he's on the boys basketball team. Woot!

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boreddddddddd........you guys should PM me later or somethin laterr. I'll get back on later. For now I gotta go and call Emmett. I'm out -

MaRiAh LeNaE

Okayy apparently today in Kasey's P.E cla/ss (we don't have it together) she was all over Emmett. Like flirting with him and all. Wtf. I don't care, I mean I'm not dating him so I guess she can do what she wants. But I think it's kinda b*tchy and hypocritical of her after she's been telling me that me and him belong together and now won't talk to me because I dumped him. I don't even get her anymore. Don't care either. If she wants to flirt with him she can go ahead. (He doesn't like her at all; he told Cheyenne that :P) That makes me happier than it probably should. :P But yeh he called her a b*tch and says she dresses like a slut and is all over every guy that walks. lol..Anyways, when I got home from school today Emmett called and talked to me as "just friends". It actually went good! :D

Alicia called me earlier to say sorry, but she was still on Kasey's side or something. I told her I didn't care who she hung out with and hung up.

We got a foreign exchange kid today. She's from Brazil! How awesome is that. She's just in my Art and English cla/ss. But she's real cool. Really pretty too. Her name is GISELA. Love it! I got her to sit with me at lunch today. She's so awesome. Hope we get to be awesome friends!

I got asked out by this guy, Blake, today. I told him no :P I don't think we would make a good couple....at all! But w/e :roll:

Basketball game tomorrow night. We're having a pep rally tomorrow. Woot! Love pep rallies.

Tomorrow would've been mine and Emmett's 4 month anniversary :P Lol, at first I thought it was kinda depresssing. now it's just amusing to me. Idk why..... :roll:

Katrina is leaving tomorrow night. :( suckks, but I'll live I guess. only like 2 months til i get to go to new York :roll:

well I gotta go. i'm out-

~Mariah Lenae~

Thank you Kandi for my banner! I love it! :) :)

anyways at school Friday Kasey was still mad at me for no apparent reason. Alicia was still sticking up for Kasey. :roll: W/e.....

Emmett is still "taking his time" until we can be just friends. He says he wants to get his feelings for me out of the way first before he tries just being my friend again. Something like that Idk.....so he's currently not hanging out with me.....

So my little "clique" has changed. Now it's just me, Jahnna, Kristen, Elsie, Cheyenne, Erin, James, andTrace again. I really should talk more about my other friends. I guess I'm just used to Kasey and Alicia being my very best friends (ex-best friends) that I don't get around to them. I'll try to tell you more about my best friends sometime.

So today Katrina took me, Audrey, and Kylie shopping. :) So much fun!I justused the rest of mygiftcard. Here's what I ended up with:

abercrombie:

american eagle:

I bought earrings, a headband, and a ring at Claire's and I can't find any of them on the site :evil:We had to go to Target and I bought a watch I thought was cute :P

so tomorrow is sunday and Katrina is takin me, Audrey, and Kylie to church :| I haven't been to church in forever. my family is not religous. but apparently on of Katrina's friends back in New York is really bad off and she feels like she needs to go to church and pray for her or something. she asked me to please go with her and I couldn't say no. and Audrey and Kylie are gonna come. My parents aren't goin though.

I love having Katrina here. Everything is so different: so much better! :) I might cry when she goes back to New York. She decided to leave Tuesday. :( She has to get back to school and all. Oh well, anyways my parents decided I could go stay with her for Easter vacation! :) :) I'm so happy! It's weird how I'm more like Katrina's sister than Audrey is.

School is going good I guess. Besides the drama you know. Spanish is hard and it sucks though. Why should we have to learn Spanish? This is America last time I checked. But w/e :roll: We have a Spanish test Thursday. I know I'm gonna fail it :P

I have the song Cyclone stuck in my head and it will not get outt!!!!!!

I think that my blogs look a lot better when I take the time to type everything right and actually use capitals and correct grammar :P Usually I just fly through them and don't care. I'm trying to do better at that. It's easier to read this way.

Well I'm gonna go. I'm out -

- Mariah Lenae

so i broke up w/ emmett....yeh that went well...NOT. He took it pretty decent I guess. he was kinda upset i think. i told him i still wanted to be friends w/ him, and he said sure, but he needed time or something. idk.. okay so that part was ok. but i didn't expect the bad part. Kasey like freakin blew up at me! wtf... :roll: she chewed my a/ss out. she was like:

"omg mariah you are so f*cking retarded. you always f*cking do this. emmett was such a good bf to you and you just broke his heart like you didn't give a $hit about him. god i still cant f*cking believe you. did you ever really care about him or were you just using him?" blah blah blah ....

i was like, "first of all it's my f*cking business. i can date and/or breakup with whoever the hell I want. he wasn't your bf so it's not your f*cking business. number 2, you're not me, you have no clue how i feel about him. #3, wtf do you mean 'use him', i really like emmett even if i just want to be friends, i wouldn't ever do something bad to him. "

she was like, "whatever, ya know you're such a b*tch. you just up and decide to break up with him. you've probably got another guy huh?"

and i was like, "Were you not f*cking listening to me!?!?!? YOU'RE NOT ME, you have NO IDEA how I feel, or what i'm thinking. and NO there is no other guy. I don't see why this is such a big f*cking deal to you."

and she kept repeating the same crap over and over again. i finally told her thati basically didn't give a $hit what she said and I don't want to f*cking talk to her anymore.

But seriously, why does it bother her so much that I broke up with Emmett? He didn't even make a big deal about it! Ugh, whatever I'm just over this $hit :roll: It's my life and I can do w/e I want to...but seriously guys, did she have the right to go off on me that way? Did I really do something bad?? wtf..... :|

Anyways, not f*cking talking to Kasey anymore. and now Alicia is kinda mad (she won't admit it but she is :roll: ) at me for getting mad at Kasey (even though Kasey started it ! ) and she hasn't talked to me as much since. w/e :roll: If they want to get mad over some stupid bullsh*t then w/e floats there boat :roll: they can waste time getting upset over crazy sh*t (THAT"S NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS) I have better things to do...

Anyways, got back from my basketball game a little while okay. It was a good game. Very close. But in the end we ended up winning 56-52. Woot!

and Katrina (and me :P ) had forgot about the ballgame when we made shopping plans so we're going tomorrow.

lol just edited my About Me. I erased Emmett from it. and i took off alicia and kasey as my "bffs". they've been demoted :P anyways, i put up 2 of my other real close friends

well just thought i should do a blog or somethin. i'm out

~ Mariah Lenae ~

Hey hey heyyyy. So past few days have been good for me. i'm officially not grounded anymores. wooo...also my cousin, Katrina is here! :D (yeahh thats how i get the title ya know...Katrina...hurricane..yeahh you know) I'm so happy. Katrina is Audrey's older sister. she attends college in new york, so she lives up there now, and I never get to see her. But now she's here! I'm soooo glad! :D We've been hanging out since Monday, and it's been so much fun! she's like the older sister I don't have! Anyways, she is takin me shopping after school tomorrow! I'm happy. :D

school started back mondayy. its really not sooo bad. the work and $hit is, but socializing is the best..glad to see my friends again. so like here's my cla$$es right:

1st - spanish
2nd - art
3rd - algebra 1
4th - English 1
5th - pe

so glad science is over with. i hated that cla$$...

so big problem.well not really a problem, just somethin i gotta do. i'm gonna breakup with emmett. it's just..idk...it's like i don't feel the same as i used to for him. it's like i don't like him as much as before. I don't think I have the same feelings for him as he does for me. and it's not fair for me to keep goin out w/ him, when I don't even like him that much no more. it's not fair to him at all. he deserves a gf that really cares about him. idk whats happened, ....it's like there's just no chemistry between us anymore. does all this make sense?

i still wanna be friends with him definitely. but I wanna be just friends. i actually meant to call it off today but i chickened out because he started talking about how much he loved me and stuff, and i was too afraid to hurt his feelings :( but i'm definitely doing it tomorrow. may as well get it over with. i hope he's not upset. we only dated for like 3 months....not hardly enough to get that upset about. anyways, i havent told anybody about it cuz i was hoping that maybe it was just a phase and i was having a rough time or something. but i realize its not, and i need to break up with him so he can find someone that returns his feelings. so none of my friends know, i guess they'll find out at the same time emmett does :?

anyways, about Audrey. ever since her sister came down, she's acting considerably better. like the old audrey i used to love. Audrey wasn't always such a little tattle tale and such a brat. it only started happening within the last few weeks. and ever since monday, she's acted normal again. she apologized earlier for everything she's done. she says she wants to forget that the past few weeks even happened, and go back to how we acted before. so yayy! we're one good terms noww.

also i might be goin to new york for 1 week in march. we get 1 week off school for easter break. and hopefully katrina can convince my parents into lettin me go spend that week with her in New York! Woo! :D

and i've got a big basketball game tomorrow night. so wish me luck! :) :D

anywayys i got nothin else to say. soooooo peace & i'm out~

~xo~Mariah Lenae~xo~

heyyy suckas! :P so i went shopping today. i'm not allowed to hang with my friends that were at my party new years until tomorrow :P so i called up elsie to come shopping with me. and her mom dropped us at the mall. yay! :D anyways i had a bunch of money and giftcards from christmas. so today i blew most of them. but it was so worth it! :D yay for giftcards! what i got:

hollister:

abercrombie:

That's it. good news! my cousin is coming tomorrow! since she couldn't come down christmas, she's coming tomorrow and staying a week! :D i'm so excited! i never get to see her! she's 20 and lives in new york. she used to live around here but she goes to college up there so now she stays there and i haven't seen her since my birthday last year (last march) so i'm super excited! :D :) anyways just thought i'd do a blog! i'm out!

~ MaRiAh LeNaE ~

goshh I am sooooooo freakin bored right now. I can't go out with my friends which totally sucks! i haven't talked to emmett or any of my friends since New Years Eve! WTF! And school starts monday. ughhhhh......i hate school so bad. you have no idea. plus we get our report cards on tuesday and i'm sure i failed math. Audrey is still being a b*tch. Idk wtf her problem is lately. she didn't used to act this wayy. I'm still pissed at her :roll: she got mad at me last night over something so retarded, and i went off and told her i wished she didn't live with us. And then she got all mad and started like freakin fake crying and told my mom and I got in trouble! WTF! My mom has a grudge against me ever since new years :roll: w/e....

so i have a banner now, it sucks cuz it dont fit right!!! but i'd rather have it than the blank black one. yuckk. yeh its supposed to be miami. Anyone know how to make a banner? :D Or gimme a site where i can find some that are the right size?

to make things worse i feel sick. ughhh! mom keeps saying it was from going to the beach the other day and swimming in the water like an idiot :roll: it was pretty freezing. I miss summer sooooo bad! she says she's thinkin bout taking me to the doctor :roll: i told her i wouldn't go and got yelled at for smarting off :roll:

I can't wait til Monday now, cuz even thoughI have school I will get to see my friends! and my parents can't stop that! plus my being grounded will be over on monday....woah...wonder if that was planned lol :P kiddin

anywho...I have to get off the damn computer cuz Audrey is screaming at me to get offit already :roll: I don't give a damn what she says, but my mom is yellin now too. so w/e :roll: i cant wait to move out

i'm out

~ Mariah Lenae